HAPPY NEW YEAR !
have not been updating as regularly since no one reads anyway .hahaha ,kidding kidding . (:

first thing , I DIDNT GET MY VALENTINES WISH ! ):
gahs ,was like so expecting my flower(s) but didnt get any .guys will be guys i guess .
but it's okays ! cos regardless of whether he buys for me or not i'll still love him LOADS ! (:
he's my one&only darling ,how can i not ? ((:
wait for next year bahs ! darling you next year must buy for me ! ((:

LNY this year was quite fruitless .although got more money compared to last year i didnt go anywhere spent the days rotting at home T.T so my new year was rather

&&boring also . the most boring-est EVER . =.="

went to this park with my darling ytd(or day before? forgot) and it had some really nice scenery so i took a lil bit of pictures !cos it was night ,so the pictures aint gonna be very clear .darling says we shall go again next time ! ((:


this is the name of the place .Bottle Tree Park in Khatib/Yishun ! ((:


this is where the name came from i think .


saw some tiger there .LMAO




&they have benches&chairs for you to sit there to relax also ! nice place ! ((:

ohya ,saw one funny thing at my darling's house .

see his fish ?it swims upside down . =_______="

hold me by the hand ,

& never let me go .

the warmth of your hand ,

is all i'll ever need ;

the more you anticipate ,the more disappointment . ):
that's what happened to my Valentines' Day . (:
fcuk .

爱我，就这么简单，希望下个情人节，仍然能跟你一起过！<3

tagreplies ;;
april: lOls ,if you say that ,i aint got nothing to say .where've you been these days ?nvr flood my board le ?lOl =xx
xbear: xbearrrrrrrrrrr !i thought u dont want come tag me le ~my tagboard misses you ! lOl =xx lOls ,didnt went anywhere la .tag more next time ! =XX
chuchin: lOl ,u got sell la ..nvm ,next time i help you mass advertise ! =X haha ,thanks ((:
xlamb: LMAO ~xiexie my dear !you toooo ! ((:

i know my hair is messy .

wellsssssssss ,tml is Valentines ! (okay luh the time im typing is already considered the day itself) umhs ,i have no accurate plans yet actually .but i think im going out with my mom thn my darling (who is again sleeping on MYBED now) all i ask for to happen tomorrow is ..

i just want to receive a SiNGLE stalk of rose ! i wanna be the FiRST girl to receive roses from him . =xx

that's not too much to ask for riiiiiiiights =DD Februry 14 is me&my darling's 7th month's 7th day together le . =xx

hehs ,anw .my O lvl results are CRAP ! scored EXACTLY the same as last year ,omg waste $$ =_______=" registered for Hospitality Operations for Higher Nitec & Tourism for Nitec ,see which one i get in bahs ((: but please please please let me get into the small course as xiaoPIGG lahs !dont wanna be alone ):

gahs ~ang baos ang baos ~weeeeeeeees ! (自high中) maybe it's too early ,but im already planning how to use my angbao money .LOL ! =xx

ahh ,back to "work" ! ((:

HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYONE ! ((: hope all couples last long long long long together ! ((:


some old picture of my&my darling making stupid faces .LMAO .

如果青蛙没有变成王子
如果睡美人没有醒来
如果美人鱼没有化为泡沫
你还会相信爱情吗？
我相信 ，因为还有你在我的身边…
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

i want to seek solace .. the solace given from the silts of my penknife ..
sometimes i just think your game stands the first place in your heart ,not me ..
FCUKiNGHATETHEFEELiNG !
tagsssss =D
xlamb :LOL ~!but i go in you graduate le bahs ~or we study different school luhs lamb ! LOL my course in Clementi leiiiiiiii =xx anw ,thank you for the GOODLUCK ! though i still going to ITE . LOLOL ! =xx
chuchin :some of the shops they got links rights ,you ask them link you ! ((: &&&& .alot is swapped de ,i dont make as much money as you think luhs LOL
april :my dear ,i nvr die yet kkk hahah ..you see me on MSN everytime still ask me where i go ~ =xx lalalala

wtf is wrong with my internet connection .keep dcdcdc until i #$R%#$%#^@#@! want to reply email or whatever also like fcuk liddat . argh ! >=(

anyways .results are gonna be out this friday . HAHAHAH .whatever .

i cant log in to friendster .blame the internet connection .

i got hit by my mom & i bled in the process . owwws .

LOLS .it was an accident luhs .cos my darling was trying on a ring i bought for him ,it ended up being stuck .thn my mom came in to help pull the ring out .when she pulled ,her hand hit my mouth & i bled T.T all i can say is ,very PAIN lei ! staying away from softdrinks&my favourite curry is most TONGKU one .

my darling is VERY pre-occupied with his game lately .i sleep he wake up ,i wake up he sleep .LMAO .netherless ,istilllovemydarling! (((:


my hands looks loooooooooong here .hahah =xx
anyway the main focus is my colourful nails ! =DDD

extremebusy-ness ~

weees ,9 days to Valentines ! (((: && 13days to my angbao $$ ~! =DDD shoppingspreeeeeees !

tagreplies;
chuchin: LOL ,all either buy le never wear or no wear le de .SEC0NDS- cos is 2nd-handed ma =DD && .i MASS-ADVERTISE .wahahaha =DD
-xlamb-: LOLOL ~! xiexie xiexie =DD ehhhs ..later no one want to be my friend >~<"
joel: what stuffs you wanna sell seh ?! lOl ,gimme i sell for you lorr .hahaha
april: yuppppppps .i saw the news .freakingfast ! T.T

gahs ~

extreme busy-ness with the blogshop lately ! so many things to deal with ,so many emails to reply ,and so many meetups to go to T.T i've already gone to cityhall 3times this week to meet people tml will be my fourth T.T but its' my own choice (with xiaoPiGG) to open this blogshop so we have to carry this responsibility ! ((:

wells results are not out but i can say assurely ,im really going to ITE ,no kidding . i know for myself results are like crap and my family doesnt even have the resources to send me to Poly anyways . my only worry is that im really scared i cant make any friends there .. =((

okaays ,short post .im being flooded by emails ! gahgahgahs ~ ><

tagreplies;
xlamb; lOls ,actually more or less confirm le la .but thanks my dear ((:
daiis; ahahah ,but Mars got my birthday on it lei ~! =DD i also dunno why so early this year ,very saddening lei before Valentines&new year =__________=" ahahaha this is not negative ,is preparing myself for the worst ! ((:
april; aiyohs ,i have to tell everyone the same thing seh .hahaha ,jiu .im going to ITE .decided confirmed .lalala ((:

doing some shameless advertising . lalala
http://seconds-.blogspot.com/
blogshop me&xiaoPiGG set up .go take a loook ((:

it's not a good thing to sleep when you're feeling full . ytd i fell asleep and i had a nightmare .not verrrrrry nice one .cos i dreamt i died . T.T dreamt i was pulled into the water and i drowned to death . zzz ,not very good omen for upcoming 5feb ,issit T.T

5feb ,doomsday is coming . im going to ITE . lalalala .

okaays ,random . was eating this the other day


and i realized this expiry date had the same date as my birthday ! hahaha ,told you it was random .

无 聊 的 一 天 ~

i have no idea why i hate her so much . maybe it's cos of the fact that she's after my boyfriend ,DUH .

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm
this is quite accurate ,in a way i guess ((: can go try it for yourself ! (((:

:DD

long awaited update . dont think anyone waiting luhs ,hahah :xx anw , last wed went to re-watch deathnote2 with my fellow MiDNiGHTSAFARi ! was so fun luhs ! i got to see my SHiNiGAMi REM ! gahs ~ im going gaga over him/her/it (?) ! && . went to have FUN with my fellow dears ! though it was a short outing ,but it was alot of fun hanging out with them =DD hope the next outing comes soon ! pictures are below && . xiaobearrrrrr ! i want the rest of the pictures we took can (((:


i dunno why but i think i look weird here . hahaha =xx







erhs ,next .went to Sentosa with my darling on monday ! though we didnt go to alot of the attractions there we still had alot of fun&laughter . (((: ilovehimMANYMANY . hahs =xx but the one down part that happened was me falling down and scrapping my knee . T.T ughh , SUPER PAiN LUHS ! i hope it heals soon cos when i bath nowadays its a torture cos the damn knee hurt so DAMN MUCH ! *^#$%@# !!


^ this thingy in pink is the thing which tripped me && make me fall . =_____="


the pictures which contain me&my darling's face . &&; my scrapped knee which causes me freaking lots of PAiN . LOL .can see he's being forced by me to take all the pictures where he stand alone de . =xx lalala ~ =DD






i just like to do the pictures with the scissors thingy nowdays . dont ask me why cos i also dunno . LOL ! =DD

P/S: i heard from various places that SLY is gonna replace Shinya in Lucify . && . they're having a gig at DXO in March . anyone confirm the rumours/truth ? im like ,blurred .

P/P/S: somethings wrong with my friendster nowdays .takes like 4645686 years to load the main page so i'll reply testimonials and all that crapps late . =DD

i got my canvas shoes today ! weees another thing crossed off my wishlist . ((= and all in the name of new year ,paid by my mom ! shes being ultra good to me this year luhs ,last few years she wouldnt allow me to buy soooo much clothes just for new year de . hmm maybe cos the malaysian temple had a prediction that she would fa cai soon . hahaahas =xx but i still wanna buy the plain black pumps i saw at compass point ! maybe would try to find time to buy it next week when i have the finacial resources . =DD
went out with my mom today and we watched night at the museum . funny movie luhs ,but my mom thought it was average .maybe because she wanted to watch the curse of the golden flower but no suitable timings .hahahas =xx got JAY lei got JAY ! hahaha but according to my darling she say he not much dialouge . T.T eee why liddat ! his voice so nice lor not much dialouge . hahahs =xx anyways , going to meet my dearest MiDNiGHTSAFARi tml ! we're re-watching deathnote 2 at Vivo ~ weeeets ! this is the first time we've been out together on events not concerning Lucify . =DD
im attempting to use eyeliner nowadays . =xx just attempting no real results yet . but practise makes perfect ! anyone knows which brand of pencil eyeliner can last long and wont smudge ? the one i use like smudges in TWO pathetic hours and i look like a panda . hahaha =.=
awwws Weixiao Pasta's ending was so sweeeeet ! proposal in public and 11 roses .. so damn romantic and sweeet luhs ! 11 roses = wo zhe yi sheng zhi ai ni / i'll only love you this life . i want 11 roses too luhs ! T.T but i'll doubt i'll EVER get it . make it never . i know he doesnt read my blog anyways. HAHAH . whatever .


awwws gonna clean off my striped nails soon )=
but will do them again ! wahahaha T.T

i was blog hopping and i came across this girl Joy's blog .. she's only 16 yet she speaks the tone of a mature adult ..reading her entries has really sparked emotions i've felt familiar with before ..in her most recent entry her boyfriend has broken up with her for another girl yet asked for a patch afew hours later..if it was me, would i have done the same thing and get back together ?i've thought about this before ,long time ago when i discovered HER(___W*) existance ..because i went through what she was going through..heartwrenching trash .i hope the girl and the one she love can sincerely overcome all obstacles ((= bless them ! as for me .. i hope we can overcome all obstacles too ((= i have to have faith ..

wooots ! im back people . okaaays ,actually was back since friday morning but was VERY lazy to update .since i cant fall asleep now ,might as well blog ! =DD

i cleared sooooo many items off my wishlist during the trip ! wahaha =xx everything there was cheaper by like half and my mom was paying for it ,so why not ? =xx (that doesnt sound very right =xx) on monday while we were at beachroad waiting for the bus for to start ,we realized there was people fixing the bus and i was like i hope it doesnt work so i dont have to go . & my mom said , i'll say the same thing to you when we're on the bus back . T.T my mom bully me ! lOls =xx the first movie i saw on the bus was .. pretty grossed out by it . the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes halfway during the movie (i was sleeping) was this guy ripping out a lil boy's head & thn biting into it . i was like .. okaays . thn at that moment they handed us some fruitcake to eat and i realized it was kinda . red in a rasberry way . but i lost my appetite anyways . lOls . collage ! only 16 out of the 50+ pics i took ,pure laziness . lOl ! =DD



malaysia people really do like to eat nasi lemak alot . i see it on the breakfast table for the continous 3-4 days i was there . && they wake up freaking early . 7-8am ? me & mom woke up at 9 and they said we slept till so late =.= whats there to do so early in the morning anyways . &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& .during my stay there i bathed in COLDWATER for the freaking few days .omg ,almost FROZE to death ! the showerhead literally drips water out at the rate of 5drops/minute or so .next time i go im lugging my water heater from singapore along . if ever i go again . which is like 45412 years later . wahaha =xx
i lost half my contact lens there . like one piece . i really dunno why i so blur that time sehs . i put in one eye de contacts le ,thn i thought ,hmmm since my lens solution finishing le use finish first bahs .so i poured out the liquid from the lens case and refilled with new ones .after which i realized . eh . why my vision like one side so blurrrrrr de . & i was like . DAMNIT ! i poured it away into the sink liao T.T thn for the rest for the day i went out shopping with ONESIDE contacts . =.= see everything was like ,abit clear but blurred . LOL . =.=


my checker-ed skirt ! && . kneelength socks . =DD what i wore out today =))
today went out with xiaoPiGG to bugis .was crowded ,but not as crowded as before .maybe all went to Vivo . lOls . we went shopshop there and i bought another checker-ed skirt ! lOl ,can say is xiaoPiG buy for me de .thanks my darling ! =DD i think after my obsession with STRiPES now im beginning to be obsessed with CHECKER-ED stuffs & SKULLS . LOL ! maybe i'll post all my buys up here tml . maybe if im not lazy . lalala ~
endless quarrels .wtf is wrong with us nowadays ? are we nearing our end ? i really really dont want this to happen ,but i cant control it .all the fights we've been having ,it's driving me mad !i know i should trust you i should i should ,but everything i've been see-ing tells my mind no .can you or will you tell me the truth about everything ? the only thing i can seem to trust is that you love me .. can that conquer everything ? i love you ,i really do ,and i love you too much to lose you ..

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SiAN !
last post before i go off . it's TONiGHT ! good times fly by fast luhs . the bad time draws NEAR . im so not looking forward to LEAViNG . )))= i freaking pray that PLS WHEN YOU SEE ME DONT PINCH MY CHEEKS . though i know they're fat . =.= gahs ~ hope time FLiES when im there !
ytd night some funny things happened . was headed to the kitchen to get some junkfoods when i saw the auntie renting my room walking towards me ,looking behind her . so i was like ,okays . dont care her . thn continued my way .thn she suddenly turned ,saw me standing right infront of her and she was like (O.O) [almost fell down] . LOLS LUHS ! was like ,okays am i that scary ? while walking back to her room she kept turning back to gimme weird looks . LOLS . qi guai de ah yi . =xx
can anyone tell me what is the deal with guys keeping girls' photos in their handphones ? like there's not enough girls on the streets for you to oogle at . duhs .

things i will miss while there .

• my TELEViSION . they cant receive mediacorp channels there . )))= that means no teevee from MONDAY to FRIDAY . okay luh ,monday not included .
• my COMPUTER . omg ,no freaking internet access . i will DiE ! life's gonna be like . crap . =.=
• my BED ! which has my EEYORE pillow & my STUFFEDDOGGIE ,etc .
• my WEiXiAO PASTA VCDS. which i havent finished watching . i'll be dying to know how it ends .
• my MASCARA . mom says i look like a ghost with it so she's forbiding me to bring that . now that's really CRAP . whats that compared to my NAILS ?
• my ONLiNE FRiENDS ! those people who tag/gimme testimonials often are missed THE MOST . =DD
• my REAL FRiENDS ! esp xiaoPiGG luhs . )))=
• && . MOST IMPT . my DARLIN DEAR ! will miss him TONS&TONS&TONS . ))))= sigh . okaays now i really dont feel like going . GREAT . ))))=

alrights . gotta stop here & see what i lack in all the trash im bringing there . will upload some PHOTOS whn im back . those in my list will be notified by sms . lol . sounds like lucky draw win prize liddat . whatever luhs .

6 months ,it's neither short nor long .i thought we could manage not to have a fight on the day of our 6th months anniversary ,but it still happened .it felt so wrong ,& i was so hurt .why do we have to fight even on such a special occasion? maybe we didnt mean for it to happen ,but i hope we can stay happy and stay together FOREVER .netherless ,i know me falling for you is never a wrong decision & i'll stand by it always ,till forever if possible .i know i love you .quarrels cant be avoided ,but one things' for sure .at the right times ,we can just click ! and everything just feels so right . i love you dear ! =)

-i really really dont feel like going to that freaking stupid place now . i really really dunno how im gonna endure F0UR days of not interacting with ALL MY FRIENDS ,esp my DEAR . SiGH . feeling down . dont even think im gonna enjoy myself there . *&#$!@#!@ -

the time now is like . 11:09am . my darling is sleeping VERYVERY soundly on MY bed . && . i havent slept from last night . cos . i woke up only at 6.30pm yesterday . LOLS ! i sincerely think that my body clock is going GAGA liao . waking up at night sleeping in the day . dunno what will happen when im off to visit my relatives next week . they all wake up le i still zzz-ing . LOL ! i'll be gone from MONDAY - FRiDAY ! gahs , so sad luhs . dont feel like going de but mom buy tickets liao . =(( later i kenna flood by the waters how luhs . =.= honestly i really freaking scared luh not kidding =.= BLESS ME ! =DD
as for my hair . has a haircut on wed & turned out freakingly horrible luhs . my mom she kept telling the hairdresser aiya cut more so short ! . thn i was like . NO ! in the end ? FREAKINGUGLYHAIR . my hair now until my shoulder nia lor . =(( then my fringe is like **** . shouldnt have gone with my mom in the first place . REGRET-TED !! =(((
went to the esplanade on new year's eve with my dear to see the fireworks ! before that we wanted to head to marinasquare to eat but met his friend and i got treated like i was transparent . your friend there you must leave me aside & stand so far away from me de ma . was so pissed i didnt feel like eating le . so we went to the esplanade but wait till halfway it started to rain . =.= we took the breadtalk plastic bag ,torn it into half thn sat on it . so sad rights ! on the last day of new year somemore . LOL . after waiting for sometimes the rain FiNALLY stopped & we watched the fireworks ! it was nice but some stupid GiRLS we met at the roads there ruined it . they were VERYRUDE lor . they wanted to jump down from the barricade they were sitting on but cos there were kids & people we would rather them exit from the back ma . thn they not only jumped down (with the danger of stepping onto us) without saying anything they still say , we're singaporeans ,too bad . DOTS LOR . I'm a singaporean i dont see myself doing the things you do rights . first time i met SiNGAPOREAN GiRLS making me think they're RUDE !
i watched DEATHNOTES 2 last week ! like finally . watched the movie at Yishun with my dear =)) omg , the white SHiNiGAMi is so shuai lor &&. so WEi DA . die for Misa . gahs ,sad luhs ! Light still make use of him . zhen shi de . but Light really died a very unglam death lor . compared to L & all . lOls . reallyreally in love with the movie ! && wanna rewatch it next week with xbear ! =DD

made for my fellow MiDNiGHTSAFARi ! =DD

GAHS ! so sweet rights =)) the older brother holding his lil sis' hands =))) awwws ><

fireworks that day . only got afew cos i forgot to upload the rest . LOL .



the hall where we watched deathnote . is EMPTY . the white person is not ghost hor , is my dear . LOL .

GAH !! imissmyhair)))=

i shall speak nothing ,

& hear nothing .

cos this way ,i'll be hurt the least .
as days go on ,i go on&on thinking that i cant live without you .
it's you that i love ,you that i depend on .
i sometimes wonder am i getting too dependent on you ?
almost every lil' thing i turn to you , for answers ,solutions ,everything .
almost everything i asked for ,you gave it to me .
why am so blessed to find someone like you ?
yet sometimes i ponder who will be the one collasping should we seperate ?
thinking too much again -`

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
im like that ,take it or leave it .

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
but i dont .. i only love my dear ((=

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH
MORE HAPPY WITH ME
impossible .he's the only one who can bring me smiles ((=

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU
DO `
lOls . erhs ,thanks .

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
i'll do it if you'll willing to fail . LOL .

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE
YOU
you're welcome . (((=

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
cos sunday comes before monday .

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN
PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME? `
if it's Lucify or 5566 i'll consider .

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE
IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
ehhhs . okaays . now i do .

I KNOW YOUR EMAIL PASSWORD.
rights . unless you're my dear or xiaoPiGG luh .

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
..... dont luh .

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
& i cant smile without my dear ))=

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU
JUST ARENT HIM//HER
i know ,it's alrights ((=

NOTHING!
nothing jiu nothing luh ,so fierce for what ))=

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
aint gone one =PP

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
dunno how to dance luhs . might step on your foot .

MAY I ESCORT YOU
thanks ,but no thanks . ((=

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW
i only love my DEAR .

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I
WANTED
that was just your illusion .im N0T .

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
o.O you want i can dig out for you . LOL . =xx