Sunday, December 31, 2006

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



You two make a great match. Your relationship is healthy and strong, mostly because you work hard at making it so. You're honest with each other, communicate clearly and seem to respect and appreciate each other. These are all crucial characteristics of a good relationship. In addition, you're self-confident and you trust your man, which allows you to live your own life (and allow him to do the same), and avoid the petty jealousies and possession problems that plague other couples. Keep it up and you two will be together for a long time to come.

so im scary ?hmms .should ponder abit over the "You can & should trust your intuition" part . thn again ,the second quiz says we're almost perfect .okaaaays .which one do i really trust T.T

if i should trust my intuitions , does it mean he's really gonna leave me for her? =((( well it does say you can&should trust my thoughts. =\\ but the 2nd quiz seems true .in some way . T.T dOts .confused `

anyways .last day of 2006 !here's an advanced greeting ,happy 2007 ahead ! =) year 2006 was a GREAT YEAR cos..

  • i got to meet my dearestdearestdearestdearest darling ! my AHG0NGG aka FEiFEi =DDDD
  • i was LUCiFiED ,hence
  • got to meet my precious other LUCiFiCANS ; (examples: ChuChin xbearJO-i xlambSERENE Myoji etc) =DDD
  • formed the MiDNiGHTSAFARi with my fellow ANiMAL gang =DD
  • i got to know who my REAL friends were
  • i regained my internet access ! woohoos !
  • grew closer with my fellow TAK0YAKiGANG !
  • learned to dollup a lil bit xPP
  • was obsessed with LiGHT thn ,is obsessed with SHiNiGAMi(s) NOW ! (cos of DEATHNOTE) =D
  • moved into my own room where i can finally sleep alone !

i think that's about all .the rest i couldnt recall luhs .basically those were the points why 2006 rocked !hopefully year 2007 ahead will be as good as 2006 !(((=

Friday, December 29, 2006

i dunno what the HELL is wrong with my comp.
sincerely i have no freaking idea. T.T
ytd i accidentally kicked the table then the comp RESTARTED & i couldnt switch it on T.T only when my dear fixed it by plugging&un-plugging all the wires again&again thn did it work. STOOOPiDCOMPLUHS! gah~ when can i get a new comp T.T
i hope it doesnt rain on sunday ! cos it's kinda dampening to watch fireworks amongst the rain. though it actually SOUNDS romantic but i guess the actual situation is gonna get me all irritated. like how my comp irritated me ytd. =DD thank GOD it's working alrights now. if not how am i gonna talk to my lucificans&my dear(s)? =DD
im talking to this guy on msn& he's like 1.8m tall. im like, okays thats tall. you're taller thn me. my dear. & even my dad ! but he says, i wanna be 2m tall. thn i can directly slamdunk dont need jump. i can only go T.T Men are always never satisfied with what they have =.=
i have something on my mind it's really really really bothering me alot but i cant say it out cos it's not exactly a very good thing luhs. gahs~ what do i do what do i do? although it doesnt invole me directly but if you see it in another way indirectly i am involed . =\\ gah !! i'm so confused =((

a touchingbutsad story, from daiis' blog ! =))

gah~ !! i shouldnt have gone to those online shopping blogs again. =(( they bring up my craves to buy more&more clothes ! ugh ! someone stop me T.T mycashflowisdecliningFURiOUSLY!=((

i think im starting to have an obsession towards her. do i hate her to the extent that i have to start tracking her every move? God, i dont think i am that psycho. am i? gah~ !! im starting to freak myself out =(( butijustcanthelpmyself ; i just really really dislike her or what she's doing ! =xx ughhhhs ! imdrivingmyselfMAD !! hateshateshates !!! =((

Monday, December 25, 2006

wooots !
christmas should be a day for SMiLES joy & happiness !
not to forget LOVE ! =DD

im spending today at home with my dear cos i was literally SQUASHED ytd. =.=
went to orchard ytd with HiM & was shocked at the CROWDS of people there. i think the speed we were moving was about 1cm per minute. T.T some BANGLAS were like really rude kept pushing&pushing&pushing like they were gonna die if they didnt move faster. One of them kept pushing his arm into me T.T luckily there was one group of women on my other side who helped me push him away & told me to be on my guard cos there were others who would attempt to touch girls during these times. for the rest of the VERYsqueezy journey i used my nails on whoever men who came near me =DD except my dear who was protecting from behind luhs. =DD
after we managed to get out from the suffocating crowd we bought some SNOWSPRAYS&walked down to doubygaught to meet Hui&the rest =DD thn we walked back to Orchard to start our SPRAYing session ! most of the people i saw aim-ed at the Banglas lor, LOL. was funny luh. the Bangla was just walkin past thn some people would just start spraying them for no reason de. LOL. some of the Bangla even used their bag/jacket to 'shield' luh, others walked behind the policemen. LOLS super funny luh. after we seperated from Hui they all me&my HiM continued spraying people til 1am plus thn we rushed to the MRT cos later no train go hme =.= when we got home was like, ugh luhs. hands felt all soapy&smelt of the er xin snow spray smell T.T nxt yr we wanna get MORE sprays to spray people ! wahaha =xx

iwanttowatchdeathnoteiwanttowatchdeathnoteiwanttowatchdeathnote ! ><
&& ONE day to xbbear's birthday !
advanced HAPPYBiRTHDAY to xBEAR !

time for some pictures ! =DD

the crowd at Orchard is worse than it seems.

i like your eyes. those long, long eyelashes ,
& eyes i could gaze into forever.
but those eyes are the same ones that could cause me as much hurt as much as they give me happiness.
though sometimes it just hurts so so so much ,

i would never want to seperated with these pair of eyes .
not now ,not ever .
it's cos iloveyou ,just as simple as that .(((=

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

temporarily. =.=
comp's been. erhs, sotsot lately. hahaha.
so im writing this in the hope that it wont crash on me. HOPEFULLY. =))

mmms been rotting at hme lately since recently the weather's been nothing but RAiN.
everywhere i wanna go, the rain makes it impossible.
duhs hate the rain. make me cannot go out =((
but im wishing for it to RAiN BiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiGGG tml.
so the pp staying at my hse cant go out. =xx

SiANZATiON luhs. my malaysia relatives stayin over at my hse.
so what if you're rich sehs so stuckup ! zzz.
if you're so rich go stay in a hotel luh =.=
all of us have to be cramped in one room cos of your family's arrival.
thn you stil act like it's li suo dang ran de. O.O
&& im like supposed to bring you all out for shopping [?] && wherever destinations ya wanna go. DUHS.
im nt your tour guide k. =\pissedoffluhs. =(((

countdown ! deathnotes in EiGHTDAYS =))
&& SiXDAYS to xbear's birthday xPP

erhs, is it possible if anyone can help =.=
i cant write chinese in my blog. =\\\\

Monday, December 11, 2006

1. who is the first guy u set eyes on
whn ur in sec one?
j0el. HAHS. cos he seemed so hyer-ish in class.
2. do u believe in faiytales?
i believe in happy endings (=
3. do u usually lead or follow?
i like to follow ((=
4. whats ur favourite pastimes?
5. hu is the guy that u love mst
HiM,, myFEiFEi !
6. u personally like the past or the
present better?
present. if not i wouldnt have met HiM =))
7. whr is ur usual hangout?
town,home,yishun. HAHS!
8. what is ur favourite colours?
9. whats u hate mst abt people?
stuckup,so what if you're rich? being rich doesnt give you anything to scold pp, loser.
10. describe ur personality
dunno. = ="
11. what r u thinking of right now?
ums, trying to suan S0MEONE but no results. = ="
12. whats the time on ur grandfather;s
clock now?
i aint got one = ="
13. r u in a relationship?
14. whats ur agenda for tmr?
0UT! with my cousin&HiM~ =DD
15. r u slpy?
1.whose picture is it that you keep in
ur wallet?
aint got no pic. HAHS. phone thn have.
2. what time do you go to bed?
see my mood.
3. What's on your mind just now?
im hungry.
4. what was the latest movie you saw?
; happy feet.
5. when was the last time you went out?
ums, fri?
6.what do you hate the most for now?
7. what things you want to do now?
eat!& finish this thingy. lalala~
8. what do you do everyday besides eat?
; sleep&use com .
9. talked on the phone just to say
good night?
everytime the conversation drags over 2 hours. HAHS!

10. miss someone?
he's right behind me =))
11. are you a coffee addict?
urh, actually coffee makes me sleep.
12. are you satisfied with your life
just a lil bit more to puuuurfect. =)
13. will you share a glass of water
with a friend?
14. last person you said goodbye to?
my mommy! i ask her not to miss me&she said she wont. = ="
15. ever had a food fight?
wasting food. i dont do this kinda stuff.
16. what do you usually eat for
by the time i wake up it's already noon. LOL
17. Lost a friendship over something?
yups. nothing lost, nothing gained. no use cryin over spilt milk.
19. Can you remember what you did on
the first day on school?
so long liao seh. think i was talkin with pigg. haha
20. who's on ur mind?
who else besides the one behind me?
22. how's your heart lately?
feels fine.
23. What reminds you of ur 1st love?
N O T H i N G.
24. ever had a crush on a teacher?
my teachers all lao ah peks la.
25. things u need everyday?
phone water HiM
26. Is there someone who you like at
the moment?
its not like its LOVE. =))
27. Have you ever given or been given
uhuhs. turns out the roses cant adapt to high temperatures&it started to give off a weird smell. = ="
28. What is your all time favorite
romance movie?
29. How many times can you honestly
say you've been in love?
30. Do you believe that everyone has a
31. Do you think that you should
become friends with someone first?
if not?
32. Have you ever had your heart
no use crying over spilt milk.
33. What do you think about long-
distance relationships?
34. Your thoughts on online
good start. hahas =xx
35. Would you rather date someone five
years older or younger?
36. Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
yea&it was dumb.
37. Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater
always a cheater"?
maybe. but i believe once bitten twice shy.
38. How many kids do you want to have?
39. Do you usually fall for a wrong
boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
you'll always believe that the person with you is the right one for you, aint it?
40. What is your favorite color(s)?
refer to (A)qn8.
41. What are your views on gay
whats meant to be will be meant to be.
42. Have you ever broken someones
43. Imagine you're 79 & your spouse
just died, would you re-marry?
44. At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
dunno. 3? the person was my dad. HAHS
45. What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
we will see at my wedding =)

anyone knows whats up with the new friendster profiles? the way they change it it looks really weird& .. o.o"
my search for jObs failed sadly. lOls. = =" my mom say i might as well find someone marry me suan le since i have no hope. LOL.
i want to catch Night at the musuem&DEATHN0TE2! xbear, stil rmb our date? hohoho~ im gonna watch it like THREE times, hohoho~ =))

urhs, Vics has become Santa. hahahs. weird. &he gave me his assumption of DEATHN0TE2. ViCS we shall see whether ur disection of the movieposter is true nots. wahaha =xx

i didnt know that ,to you ,i was something you should hide from your friends .am i that much of an embarassment to you ?too ugly for you to bring out ?or what ?you've hurt me real bad with this move of yours .cant you just tell the truth ?this time ,im really speechless .

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

weeets !
see i updated !
so i wont have to get my head run over by whatever&whatever.
wahaha. =DD

today went shopping with my mom ! =)
went to doubygaught& bought STRiPY clothes x))
i think im obessed with STRiPES. ahaha !
after that we went to watch HAPPYFEET ~
starting abit sian, so many ads. hahas thn it got sad in the middle la, studpid penguin kenna caught, hai wo almost cry. thn in the end is happyending !
but is weird de, because the penguin can tapdance thn the humans @ the birdpark decide to let it free back to its home with a beeping locator? [o.O]
thn whn the penguin returns EVERY SiNGLE one of the penguin starts to tapdance together.
LOLS. kinda funny. i guess thats why the majority of the people there were KiDS. (im overgrown, hahs!)
after that my mom wanted to go carefour so we headed downstairs. we were at lvl one when she suddenly like so gan chiong liddat, chiong on the escalator to b1. thn im like, mom its on lvl one la! thn she run back. hahs ! damn funny la, she run abit long thn reach cos it was going down and she was running up. LOLS !
alrytes, pictures again! i guess my blog is DAMN lag. lol~

after the movies..
i came out & the FiRST THiNG i saw was THiS !
omg shi shuai de can ~ ><

i told you i had an obsession with STRiPES.
wahaha =xx

it's tml.
i CANT wait ! =DD
it's tomorrow when i can FiNALLY meet you again !everyday without you feels like eons !gahs ,estatic !

Sunday, December 3, 2006

warning: long entry ahead. =D
with L0ADS of pictures ! (((x

25. 11. 2006.
Lucify's mini concert @ double O !
was a BLAST !
was more than a BLAST !
had SO much fun with my friends ! =DD
took horrible photos, horrible ViDEOS. = ="
shall show some of the NiCER ones here =)
(except for the few i sent the photos,,
others PLEASE dont claim the photos as Y0UROWN

cos the consequences aint gonna be NiCE.)

omg, Kuek shi shuai de lor. =D
he even cried on that day =((

that day de hair, chao diao ! ((x

KEL that day,
te bei de shuai can !
when Kel first came out,
the 4 of us were like

finally one picture can see ViCS de face.
though not clear. = ="""
ViCS you sit too far le.

he&ViCS de solo =DDD

MiSAKi !!
like ViCS de situation liddat.
too far. = =""


ViCS !!
the 1001th CLEAR picture which can see his face de. LOL.

after they all change into their lucify tees.

whn the concert is ending le & they were saying their thanks =)
(shi skinny de lor =xx)


MiSAKi de hair really HEN DiAO lor. =DD
100% SHUAi-NESS.

"XiEXiE, XiEXiE !"

"XiEXiE again !"


our FEET =DD

more pictures to come !
my cousins weddin =DD

me & my cousin. not her wedding la. =DD
see CHiOBU (the one on the LEFT) ! (((X


my cousin's the guy in black beside the one in red.

my cousin's pinching the butt of the lady next table. =xx

my grandma ! &amp;amp;amp; me & my cousin =DDD

SHi SHUAi DE LOR my other biao ge =DD

other random pictures. ((x

this picture is FUNNY.
all the "WA!" together one.

taken at the pet shop near my home =DD

Sylvester looks evil here.

alrytes, long crappy post. =)
shall head to SLEEP !
sorry for the late reply tags though people. = ="
blog again S00N !
promise !
if not my head will be run over a car and body run over by a lorry. [o.O?]
nvm. LMAO.
niiiiiites peeps! =D

i dont mind if
you dont sms me as often as you did before
i dont mind if
you dont call me as many times as you did before
i dont mind if
you're busy with your things & i cant meet you often,,
i dont mind, i really dont.
the only thing that matters is
as long as you have me in your heart always
& never forgetting me.
i'll wait for you,,
just Y0U, no one else.
cos you're my one&only. ((=