Don't take my heart, take my love

Title: My 2011 recap

Written 1/01/2012 09:40:00 PM,

Initially I really didn't want to do a 2012 post, seeing so many others do it as well.
But I thought it'll be a nice post for me think back & reminisce, to see what I've done the last year

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What I did in 2011:

I travelled 8 times this year! (Penang, Hong Kong, Bintan, Selangor, Kuala Lumpur, Batam, Malacca) I am also planning to break that record next year.
I got a pay raise (Minimum amount.. But heck: Still a raise nonetheless! Still pondering if I should stay, or go though. Something to think through this new year!)
I went to USS this year 3 times. It was also the first time I managed to sit on Battlestar Galactica with my eyes open.
I learned how fragile human relations really were. Make or break: Such a thin line. I met people who taught me how easy it was for them to change sides or to backstab someone. Something I still cannot comprehend till now.
Realized how much my family has aged. I learned (even more than ever,) how important family is. Family are the one people they will always be by you, regardless the situation. I'll always put family first, even before love/friends now.
I loved - got my heart broken. I unloved - got my heart broken.
Sadly, I grew fat.

Not bad for a year, I think. I don't think Imma bother with resolutions for this year: They only last as long as you remember anyway.

To make this post less wordy: Here are pictures from my Instagram account (P/S: I'm pingping7 on Instagram!)

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1. After I had a bad haircut. Thank God it's finally better now.

2. My first Christmas present this year from Jiewei's sister! Thank you

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3. Treats for my colleagues at the office

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4. My toot haircut finally getting better.

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5. I love getting flowers

6. Pretty glassware I saw at Daiso!

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7. Scrumps accompanied me when I had a high fever afew weeks back. My fever hit 38.5 degrees. Thanks to my love who took care of me.

8. Super cute reindeer ears I got at Daiso for Christmas (Which I forgot to wear during Christmas celebrations.)

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2012, let's work hard together! Yoshi~~

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Title: December

Written 12/16/2011 01:26:00 AM,

Seeing these situations, never thought there was one day I'd experience the same. Dad's in the hospital as I am typing this.
I don't even know if I should be blogging for the world to see, but I am tired of keeping everything inside.
Yesterday, I cried so hard that my eyes swelled & my double eyelids disappeared.

It just felt like everything inside had finally taken its' toil on me, I was so tired of wearing a mask for the world to see.
Pretending to smile when I am crying, pretending to be happy when I am sad.
I guess it really does feel better to let the tears flow, even if my eyelids disappeared for awhile.

Daddy just underwent an operation today, and when I saw him just now he was still nauseous from the anesthetic.

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Not a good feeling watching your own kin retching his contents out, and he's barely had anything to eat today as he had to have an empty stomach for the anesthetic.

Anyhow.. Still have to wait for Doctor's instructions tomorrow. DADDY, FIGHTING!!

Since I decided to update this space more: Here are pictures from my Kuala Lumpur trip in November (I know, I know. Pictures from my Hong Kong/Batam/Bintan/Sunway Lagoon Trip are not even up yet)

Relative's house there. No lift, it was the stairs for us everyday. It reminded me of old-styled HDB flats in Singapore.

Almost everytime I take a picture with Mummy her eyes are closed/she's not smiling.

Moment we stepped into Genting it started getting reaaaally misty, and rained.

Gorgeous view from this temple on the way down from Genting. Clean, crisp mountain air.

Mom always does these weird poses.

The last day we had dinner at this street hawker place. Happiest day for me: since we were headed home.
To be honest, I've went to Malaysia so many times this year it's not very exciting for me anymore. This trip was my third time; and relatives always bring us to the same places.

Will do a backlog travel next time! Now.. I need to sleep. Tomorrow's hospital time again.
I love you daddy, get well soon

Labels: Travel