Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Birthday and H1N1

So. It's been confirmed Darling's not free on my birthday. How nice. Nicest thing? He said (quote),
"So what if you're spending your birthday alone? It's only a birthday. I too, was alone on my birthday."
Alone? I don't think being in camp meant you were alone. What, the tens of people in your bunk weren't counted as humans to you? Alone. Pffffft. They even bought you a cake for crying out loud!
(I know it's not his f-ing fault but I can always grumble right? However if he brings up this invalid point again I swear I'll combust)

[Edit] Another nice thing happened! Guess what? There are < 7 people diagnosed with H1N1 in his camp.
Increasing number by the day. He may not book out until the 30th.
And when he does he is (probably) gonna be sent straight to his deployment which he will stay in for a week or less.
Darling's pretty irritated with the first guy who got down with H1N1 in his camp because it was said that the said guy already kinda knew he had H1N1, yet returned to camp, only telling people about his sickness the day after.

(This week's been nothing but nonsense.)[/Edit]

Off to happier things. If you haven't got me anything at all:
  • Book(s)
I'm very random when it comes to books. Romance, horrors, thrillers, I read almost anything, but buy me something that I'm not even remotely interested in, I won't even touch it. Best way: Get me a voucher for the bookstore LOL.

  • Aquapix: Underwater camera
(Here) A want more than a need, but whatever. It's my birthday list right?

  • Black or Grey Strappy, chunky heels
3" height is the maximum I can go, any higher and I'll probably get killed.
I'm a local size 38, US Size 7 - 7.5, insole 24.5cm! (There all the details you'll need)

  • Nitendo DSi
  • Canon 450D (Hahaha I have to admit how can anyone possibly get this for me?)
Get me some happy pills while you're at it, I seem to lack them lately.

P/S: I really hope Shaoye won't get quarentined or something since he's returning from China. If not all I can do for my birthday is mope around at home doing this:

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


(Random picture: Nowadays I keep doodling on all the bottles in the house LOL.)

I always believe in myself. Because if there's one person in this world you can trust the most, that is yourself. Therefore if I think I'm not in the wrong, I will not apologise regardless of the consequences.
Vice versa, if something happens and I realize I might be in the wrong, I will not hesitate in an apology.
I stand quite strong in what I believe in.

I do not need everybody to understand what I do, how I think, how my mind works.
No, not everyone. Just the few that matter to me, I just need them to understand.
Sometimes, even if they don't.. I'll always have myself.
As long as I understand myself, believing in myself.

I may not have much self-esteem, but regarding my beliefs, I have afew.
'Forever' does not exist. I believe in that, hence I don't use the word unless necessary.
Years, decades, centuries may exist, but not forever. Nothing lasts forever, and that is a truth.
I am not being a pessimist or a 'glass-half-empty' person, (To say the truth, I am a 'glass-half-full' kinda person) but just stating my beliefs.

I shall abruptly end this entry here. Just some food for thought I suppose. Birthday list post up next :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Mona Lisa

(Today's random picture)

Another random picture of today (or night). This is Darling's lil sister Xueting with Darling's new phone.
Most funny thing was that we were discussing about Mona Lisa (LOL fancy a 20 year old and an 8 year old discussing that)
She told me that her teacher told her Mona Lisa was a man dressed in a woman's clothes. (Riiight. Read this)
I wanted to tell her the teacher should probably bang her head against the wall but I didn't think it was a nice thing to say to a 8 year old.

Suddenly, I think June has gone past at a very fast pace.
And I'm abruptly ending this entry now because it feels weird blogging with the boyfriend sitting right behind you LOL.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

seventeen days to the 7th

(Random picture: Breakfast time!)

I think it may be kinda prominent now that Darling may not be free on my birthday.
I know it's not like he wanted it that way, it's just that you can't just change how NS works. (Ah for these few years NS's like the bane of my life.. It's been disrupting plans every. Single. Year.)
I'm absolutely in a FML moment ha-ha-ha.
But the thing about this I hate most is not him not being able to be with me, it's the disappointment I feel.
I really hate it when you planned something for the longest time, and when the timeline is so within your grasp, something like this fucks everything up.
I've already planned everything. But now I don't even know if what I've planned will be able to go along with my plan. Grrrrreat!
Life's perfect now right?

This was the day I went to an extremely ulu (read: deserted) place with Piggy to do random things.

It's just very typical for us to order and we can't finish. In these times we would normally count on Chong or Greg, but they were not free that day. Chong is in Tekong now. :( (And bald.)

I like this picture of her. She looks really pretty here :)

Some dinosaur thing at the atrium. No I do not know why the leg and head is seperated.

After shopping around we went for dessert. First time I've ever had cornflakes with icecream? Surprisingly it wasn't that bad.

Taking pictures of food is like my greatest pleasure. I have this folder in my computer full of pictures of everything I've ate it's awesomeeee! :D

This was another day. Darling and I went around Singapore (haha okay fine only East side) and I couldn't even find a decent pair of heels :(

Typical reaction when I try to take his picture. :(

I regret wearing this to Partyworld that day. I think they set the temperation at 10 degrees or something it was so cold I couldn't feel my fingers.

As you can see I'm trying to suffocate Chong LOL.

Greg wouldn't join us in phototaking. He was sad that day :(
(Weichong I wanna smack you for your stupid expression)

So I sneaked around and took a picture secretly.

I think we look really alike. Maybe it's because we've been besties for too many years LOL.
(Though we don't really look nice in this picture I like it I don't know why)

I still do not know my alcoholic limit. But I do know it's not much. The only thing 1/4 of vodka does to me is make me warmer in the cold room. (Which was good. But it tasted horrible.)

Camera lens fogged up :(

And this concludes my random post on 17th days to the 7th. Maybe next I can do a 'What-I-want-for-Birthday' post LOL.