doing some shameless advertising . lalala
http://seconds-.blogspot.com/
blogshop me&xiaoPiGG set up .go take a loook ((:

it's not a good thing to sleep when you're feeling full . ytd i fell asleep and i had a nightmare .not verrrrrry nice one .cos i dreamt i died . T.T dreamt i was pulled into the water and i drowned to death . zzz ,not very good omen for upcoming 5feb ,issit T.T

5feb ,doomsday is coming . im going to ITE . lalalala .

okaays ,random . was eating this the other day


and i realized this expiry date had the same date as my birthday ! hahaha ,told you it was random .

无 聊 的 一 天 ~

i have no idea why i hate her so much . maybe it's cos of the fact that she's after my boyfriend ,DUH .

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm
this is quite accurate ,in a way i guess ((: can go try it for yourself ! (((:

:DD

long awaited update . dont think anyone waiting luhs ,hahah :xx anw , last wed went to re-watch deathnote2 with my fellow MiDNiGHTSAFARi ! was so fun luhs ! i got to see my SHiNiGAMi REM ! gahs ~ im going gaga over him/her/it (?) ! && . went to have FUN with my fellow dears ! though it was a short outing ,but it was alot of fun hanging out with them =DD hope the next outing comes soon ! pictures are below && . xiaobearrrrrr ! i want the rest of the pictures we took can (((:


i dunno why but i think i look weird here . hahaha =xx







erhs ,next .went to Sentosa with my darling on monday ! though we didnt go to alot of the attractions there we still had alot of fun&laughter . (((: ilovehimMANYMANY . hahs =xx but the one down part that happened was me falling down and scrapping my knee . T.T ughh , SUPER PAiN LUHS ! i hope it heals soon cos when i bath nowadays its a torture cos the damn knee hurt so DAMN MUCH ! *^#$%@# !!


^ this thingy in pink is the thing which tripped me && make me fall . =_____="


the pictures which contain me&my darling's face . &&; my scrapped knee which causes me freaking lots of PAiN . LOL .can see he's being forced by me to take all the pictures where he stand alone de . =xx lalala ~ =DD






i just like to do the pictures with the scissors thingy nowdays . dont ask me why cos i also dunno . LOL ! =DD

P/S: i heard from various places that SLY is gonna replace Shinya in Lucify . && . they're having a gig at DXO in March . anyone confirm the rumours/truth ? im like ,blurred .

P/P/S: somethings wrong with my friendster nowdays .takes like 4645686 years to load the main page so i'll reply testimonials and all that crapps late . =DD

i got my canvas shoes today ! weees another thing crossed off my wishlist . ((= and all in the name of new year ,paid by my mom ! shes being ultra good to me this year luhs ,last few years she wouldnt allow me to buy soooo much clothes just for new year de . hmm maybe cos the malaysian temple had a prediction that she would fa cai soon . hahaahas =xx but i still wanna buy the plain black pumps i saw at compass point ! maybe would try to find time to buy it next week when i have the finacial resources . =DD
went out with my mom today and we watched night at the museum . funny movie luhs ,but my mom thought it was average .maybe because she wanted to watch the curse of the golden flower but no suitable timings .hahahas =xx got JAY lei got JAY ! hahaha but according to my darling she say he not much dialouge . T.T eee why liddat ! his voice so nice lor not much dialouge . hahahs =xx anyways , going to meet my dearest MiDNiGHTSAFARi tml ! we're re-watching deathnote 2 at Vivo ~ weeeets ! this is the first time we've been out together on events not concerning Lucify . =DD
im attempting to use eyeliner nowadays . =xx just attempting no real results yet . but practise makes perfect ! anyone knows which brand of pencil eyeliner can last long and wont smudge ? the one i use like smudges in TWO pathetic hours and i look like a panda . hahaha =.=
awwws Weixiao Pasta's ending was so sweeeeet ! proposal in public and 11 roses .. so damn romantic and sweeet luhs ! 11 roses = wo zhe yi sheng zhi ai ni / i'll only love you this life . i want 11 roses too luhs ! T.T but i'll doubt i'll EVER get it . make it never . i know he doesnt read my blog anyways. HAHAH . whatever .


awwws gonna clean off my striped nails soon )=
but will do them again ! wahahaha T.T

i was blog hopping and i came across this girl Joy's blog .. she's only 16 yet she speaks the tone of a mature adult ..reading her entries has really sparked emotions i've felt familiar with before ..in her most recent entry her boyfriend has broken up with her for another girl yet asked for a patch afew hours later..if it was me, would i have done the same thing and get back together ?i've thought about this before ,long time ago when i discovered HER(___W*) existance ..because i went through what she was going through..heartwrenching trash .i hope the girl and the one she love can sincerely overcome all obstacles ((= bless them ! as for me .. i hope we can overcome all obstacles too ((= i have to have faith ..

wooots ! im back people . okaaays ,actually was back since friday morning but was VERY lazy to update .since i cant fall asleep now ,might as well blog ! =DD

i cleared sooooo many items off my wishlist during the trip ! wahaha =xx everything there was cheaper by like half and my mom was paying for it ,so why not ? =xx (that doesnt sound very right =xx) on monday while we were at beachroad waiting for the bus for to start ,we realized there was people fixing the bus and i was like i hope it doesnt work so i dont have to go . & my mom said , i'll say the same thing to you when we're on the bus back . T.T my mom bully me ! lOls =xx the first movie i saw on the bus was .. pretty grossed out by it . the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes halfway during the movie (i was sleeping) was this guy ripping out a lil boy's head & thn biting into it . i was like .. okaays . thn at that moment they handed us some fruitcake to eat and i realized it was kinda . red in a rasberry way . but i lost my appetite anyways . lOls . collage ! only 16 out of the 50+ pics i took ,pure laziness . lOl ! =DD



malaysia people really do like to eat nasi lemak alot . i see it on the breakfast table for the continous 3-4 days i was there . && they wake up freaking early . 7-8am ? me & mom woke up at 9 and they said we slept till so late =.= whats there to do so early in the morning anyways . &&& .during my stay there i bathed in COLDWATER for the freaking few days .omg ,almost FROZE to death ! the showerhead literally drips water out at the rate of 5drops/minute or so .next time i go im lugging my water heater from singapore along . if ever i go again . which is like 45412 years later . wahaha =xx
i lost half my contact lens there . like one piece . i really dunno why i so blur that time sehs . i put in one eye de contacts le ,thn i thought ,hmmm since my lens solution finishing le use finish first bahs .so i poured out the liquid from the lens case and refilled with new ones .after which i realized . eh . why my vision like one side so blurrrrrr de . & i was like . DAMNIT ! i poured it away into the sink liao T.T thn for the rest for the day i went out shopping with ONESIDE contacts . =.= see everything was like ,abit clear but blurred . LOL . =.=


my checker-ed skirt ! && . kneelength socks . =DD what i wore out today =))
today went out with xiaoPiGG to bugis .was crowded ,but not as crowded as before .maybe all went to Vivo . lOls . we went shopshop there and i bought another checker-ed skirt ! lOl ,can say is xiaoPiG buy for me de .thanks my darling ! =DD i think after my obsession with STRiPES now im beginning to be obsessed with CHECKER-ED stuffs & SKULLS . LOL ! maybe i'll post all my buys up here tml . maybe if im not lazy . lalala ~
endless quarrels .wtf is wrong with us nowadays ? are we nearing our end ? i really really dont want this to happen ,but i cant control it .all the fights we've been having ,it's driving me mad !i know i should trust you i should i should ,but everything i've been see-ing tells my mind no .can you or will you tell me the truth about everything ? the only thing i can seem to trust is that you love me .. can that conquer everything ? i love you ,i really do ,and i love you too much to lose you ..

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SiAN !
last post before i go off . it's TONiGHT ! good times fly by fast luhs . the bad time draws NEAR . im so not looking forward to LEAViNG . )))= i freaking pray that PLS WHEN YOU SEE ME DONT PINCH MY CHEEKS . though i know they're fat . =.= gahs ~ hope time FLiES when im there !
ytd night some funny things happened . was headed to the kitchen to get some junkfoods when i saw the auntie renting my room walking towards me ,looking behind her . so i was like ,okays . dont care her . thn continued my way .thn she suddenly turned ,saw me standing right infront of her and she was like (O.O) [almost fell down] . LOLS LUHS ! was like ,okays am i that scary ? while walking back to her room she kept turning back to gimme weird looks . LOLS . qi guai de ah yi . =xx
can anyone tell me what is the deal with guys keeping girls' photos in their handphones ? like there's not enough girls on the streets for you to oogle at . duhs .

things i will miss while there .

• my TELEViSION . they cant receive mediacorp channels there . )))= that means no teevee from MONDAY to FRIDAY . okay luh ,monday not included .
• my COMPUTER . omg ,no freaking internet access . i will DiE ! life's gonna be like . crap . =.=
• my BED ! which has my EEYORE pillow & my STUFFEDDOGGIE ,etc .
• my WEiXiAO PASTA VCDS. which i havent finished watching . i'll be dying to know how it ends .
• my MASCARA . mom says i look like a ghost with it so she's forbiding me to bring that . now that's really CRAP . whats that compared to my NAILS ?
• my ONLiNE FRiENDS ! those people who tag/gimme testimonials often are missed THE MOST . =DD
• my REAL FRiENDS ! esp xiaoPiGG luhs . )))=
• && . MOST IMPT . my DARLIN DEAR ! will miss him TONS&TONS&TONS . ))))= sigh . okaays now i really dont feel like going . GREAT . ))))=

alrights . gotta stop here & see what i lack in all the trash im bringing there . will upload some PHOTOS whn im back . those in my list will be notified by sms . lol . sounds like lucky draw win prize liddat . whatever luhs .

6 months ,it's neither short nor long .i thought we could manage not to have a fight on the day of our 6th months anniversary ,but it still happened .it felt so wrong ,& i was so hurt .why do we have to fight even on such a special occasion? maybe we didnt mean for it to happen ,but i hope we can stay happy and stay together FOREVER .netherless ,i know me falling for you is never a wrong decision & i'll stand by it always ,till forever if possible .i know i love you .quarrels cant be avoided ,but one things' for sure .at the right times ,we can just click ! and everything just feels so right . i love you dear ! =)

-i really really dont feel like going to that freaking stupid place now . i really really dunno how im gonna endure F0UR days of not interacting with ALL MY FRIENDS ,esp my DEAR . SiGH . feeling down . dont even think im gonna enjoy myself there . *&#$!@#!@ -

the time now is like . 11:09am . my darling is sleeping VERYVERY soundly on MY bed . && . i havent slept from last night . cos . i woke up only at 6.30pm yesterday . LOLS ! i sincerely think that my body clock is going GAGA liao . waking up at night sleeping in the day . dunno what will happen when im off to visit my relatives next week . they all wake up le i still zzz-ing . LOL ! i'll be gone from MONDAY - FRiDAY ! gahs , so sad luhs . dont feel like going de but mom buy tickets liao . =(( later i kenna flood by the waters how luhs . =.= honestly i really freaking scared luh not kidding =.= BLESS ME ! =DD
as for my hair . has a haircut on wed & turned out freakingly horrible luhs . my mom she kept telling the hairdresser aiya cut more so short ! . thn i was like . NO ! in the end ? FREAKINGUGLYHAIR . my hair now until my shoulder nia lor . =(( then my fringe is like **** . shouldnt have gone with my mom in the first place . REGRET-TED !! =(((
went to the esplanade on new year's eve with my dear to see the fireworks ! before that we wanted to head to marinasquare to eat but met his friend and i got treated like i was transparent . your friend there you must leave me aside & stand so far away from me de ma . was so pissed i didnt feel like eating le . so we went to the esplanade but wait till halfway it started to rain . =.= we took the breadtalk plastic bag ,torn it into half thn sat on it . so sad rights ! on the last day of new year somemore . LOL . after waiting for sometimes the rain FiNALLY stopped & we watched the fireworks ! it was nice but some stupid GiRLS we met at the roads there ruined it . they were VERYRUDE lor . they wanted to jump down from the barricade they were sitting on but cos there were kids & people we would rather them exit from the back ma . thn they not only jumped down (with the danger of stepping onto us) without saying anything they still say , we're singaporeans ,too bad . DOTS LOR . I'm a singaporean i dont see myself doing the things you do rights . first time i met SiNGAPOREAN GiRLS making me think they're RUDE !
i watched DEATHNOTES 2 last week ! like finally . watched the movie at Yishun with my dear =)) omg , the white SHiNiGAMi is so shuai lor &&. so WEi DA . die for Misa . gahs ,sad luhs ! Light still make use of him . zhen shi de . but Light really died a very unglam death lor . compared to L & all . lOls . reallyreally in love with the movie ! && wanna rewatch it next week with xbear ! =DD

made for my fellow MiDNiGHTSAFARi ! =DD

GAHS ! so sweet rights =)) the older brother holding his lil sis' hands =))) awwws ><

fireworks that day . only got afew cos i forgot to upload the rest . LOL .



the hall where we watched deathnote . is EMPTY . the white person is not ghost hor , is my dear . LOL .

GAH !! imissmyhair)))=

i shall speak nothing ,

& hear nothing .

cos this way ,i'll be hurt the least .
as days go on ,i go on&on thinking that i cant live without you .
it's you that i love ,you that i depend on .
i sometimes wonder am i getting too dependent on you ?
almost every lil' thing i turn to you , for answers ,solutions ,everything .
almost everything i asked for ,you gave it to me .
why am so blessed to find someone like you ?
yet sometimes i ponder who will be the one collasping should we seperate ?
thinking too much again -`

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
im like that ,take it or leave it .

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
but i dont .. i only love my dear ((=

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH
MORE HAPPY WITH ME
impossible .he's the only one who can bring me smiles ((=

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU
DO `
lOls . erhs ,thanks .

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
i'll do it if you'll willing to fail . LOL .

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE
YOU
you're welcome . (((=

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
cos sunday comes before monday .

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN
PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME? `
if it's Lucify or 5566 i'll consider .

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE
IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
ehhhs . okaays . now i do .

I KNOW YOUR EMAIL PASSWORD.
rights . unless you're my dear or xiaoPiGG luh .

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
..... dont luh .

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
& i cant smile without my dear ))=

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU
JUST ARENT HIM//HER
i know ,it's alrights ((=

NOTHING!
nothing jiu nothing luh ,so fierce for what ))=

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
aint gone one =PP

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
dunno how to dance luhs . might step on your foot .

MAY I ESCORT YOU
thanks ,but no thanks . ((=

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW
i only love my DEAR .

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I
WANTED
that was just your illusion .im N0T .

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
o.O you want i can dig out for you . LOL . =xx

found a stupid but cute vid on youtube.

lalala =DD

i still hate my hair .

i tell myself im used to being treated as transparent .
whether infront of your friends or whatever .
im repeating that to myself again&again .
i dont think it's working too well .
maybe i should have some magic powers which can make me invisible as i deem .
then i wouldnt be feeling so fxckingmiserable .

IHATEMYHAIR.


i reallyreallyreallyfreakinglyHATEMYHAIR !
im not going out for the next 52186 years !!
ARGH ! =((((

this is so not a good start for 2007 .