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Oct 17 was HUIs bday =)
so me&jOel went to her house to give her a surprise! but sorry wOr Hui only got us two sia =__=" the rest all got band&school. we went to her house earlier @ 4 plus&jOel blew the balloons. WAHAHAS xD


he blew this manyballoons. long-winded guy. LMAOS.

when he was tired he sat around and played with the DOGGYSHOES. xD

we wrote MANYmanyMANY messages on the balloons. =) everyone is DIFFERENT de can! xD

while rotting in her room we played with the balloons. =D
fun-ness! lOls

after waiting for 2465 gazillion years the birthday girl FINALLY came back
her CAKE =)

her cake tasted good. lOls xD

the shy birthday girl who refused to get her photo taken. LOLS.
the next day or something me&xiaoPIGG went for a haircut.
she came my house.. ROT before that ba. i FORGOT. anw I MISSED GONG 4 ESP IN A ROW CAN =__="" DOTS. iWANTwatch la but everyday got something on i was like #@$#!@## =__="

the kiss. okay la is PECK. =__=

ohya before that we went to this japanese store in PLAZASINGAPURA the store sold like LOADS of japanese stuffs and we bought fake nails xDD

the LONG fringe which irritated my EYES but couldnt bear to cut off THEN. =__=

SHORTER FRINGE! wahaha =xx my mom say i look like xiaomeimei =__="
i think people see me xiaomeimei now lOr.
few days back i was on my way to meet xiaoPIG thn got this group of like sec2 sec3 at playground keep calling me EHHS girl wearing purple de! OEI! MEIMEI! dots de lOr. if i tell them how old i am they will O.O ba can =__=" bunch of XIAO DI DIs. =__="
andandand! my PURPLE nails xDD
some other random zi lians.


toooooooooootpid shoes. =)

ilovemyshorterhair.whahahas =xx
________________

i fear the day where you will come to me
to tell me you don't love me anymore.
i fear the time when i'm alone
and all our memories;
they come surging back to me.
all the things we used to do,
i fear we won't do them anymore.
and i fear the coming of the day where
you will tell me you're gonna leave me alone.
at the end of the day,
they're all that haunts me in my sleep.

can you look into my eyes
&tell me why these bittersweet tears exist ;

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore,
she'll never be the same.
A girl won't cry easily,
except in front of the person
whom she loves the most,
she'll become weak.
A girl won't cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of her life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe because the decision you made,
you'll ruin her life.
When she cries right in front of you,
When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain & hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl with pure sincerity,
would have cried
Infront of you,
And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt, and agony have
became too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
It's time to look back on what you have done,
Because only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "I'm sorry".
Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do this to a girl,
You may regret this for the rest of your life.
Maybe throughout your whole lifetime,
she's gonna be the ONLY one
who loves YOU the most.

Before anything else.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGG!!
u're 17 liaos please stop being so childish le kaes. =)
dont be so EMO like ur mom ME please.
lOls =xx
stay CHEERFUL & everythings' gonna be ALRIGHT de can =))
happybirthday!! xDD


as seen on superband; LUCIFY.
been blogging often nowadays.
zzz. good thing or bad?
anyways this is gonna be a LONG post. with pictures la.
xiaoPIGG Chong me & greg went to Vivocity ytd.
was SUPER crowded&the place was SUPER big = ="
was FULL of shops can!
but some not opened yet so we were sian 1/2 = ="
wanted to watch a movie, BUT no tickets everything was sold out >< wahahas =xx

us in the train going to Harbourfront
Chong was trying to act ghostly = ="

with Chong's phone
BUTBUTBUT! why his camera clearer thn mine when mine is 2 megapixels = ="

the view @ Vivocity =)
SOOO pretty! except the haze.
it ruins everything sia =xx
toootpid HAZE! =(

after walking a few rounds (note:not the whole of VivoCity) we were TIRED. = ="
too many people i think. hahahas. or could be cos xiaoPIGG&my shoes killing us. my TOOOOOTPID shoes. my feet now got blisters so pain >< !! thn we couldnt decide where to go so we ended up going to doubygaught to see whether we could get tickets to movies. in the end no have = =" so we took PICTURES!! xDD



after that we really had nothing to do but alot of time to spare. = ="
so we decided to go to MY house for mahjOng, which i wasnt taking part in. wahahahaha =xx


why issit so clear again? O.O

so after they went home i was watching GUESS! at home and there was this CHAO KE AI de xiaodidi dancing like he was 16! he's only SIX but his dancing skills are like WOAH! O.O


kids nowadays are just SO talented sia. i hope my kid grows to be like him~ wahahas =xx

i like this picture but i think it looks weird in a way. hahahas =xx maybe it's of the eyeliner i had on. like kena people whacked liddat. LOLS =xx

hmmms ohya. i got a new blog song! again, apparently.
weeets xD
i keep on playing&playing&playing it today. lOls =xx
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
- Like A Star; Corinne Bailey Rae.

-x-
imaLIVINGDEAD.
myheartisALIVE ;
thou it now feels DEAD.
i wish to be REVIVED ;
but you keep pushing me back ;
back into the GRAVE.
you take thy HEART &smash it SOHARD
everytime i just get more
&moreBROKENwith each smash
isiltmylifeaway ;
with each silt you make down my heart
leaving me to cry ALONE ;

in the wee hours of the morning
i awake&find myself recalling
all the memories we once shared
breakdownafterbreakdown
these vicious cycles; they do repeat..

need i say more?


today's jOel's birthday.
they're outside my room playing mahjOng right now.
we celebrated by giving him a treat at swensens.
the bill came up to $97.37. = ="""


i look fxcking ugly in that picture. ughhs.

birthday boy with birthday ice-cream.

his smile looks kinda fake here.

the birthday ice-cream. it's free.

some other pictures i took. the things i love.
note: is things, people not included.
will do one on people nxt time.
after im feeling not so dead.


messy hair. or very messy hair. but netherless i like. dunno why also = ="

LOVES to my new necklace ><

i love my w900i.

all my posts have been full of pictures lately.
what happened to all the wordy posts?
hmmms. maybe i ate them up when i was MAD.

still feeling as dead as ever.
maybe i ate my brain up or maybe i threw it down the 13th floor when i was dead.
no. i AM dead.
duhs. wth i talking sia.
whatever.

LUCIFY 25 NOV 2006
@ DOUBLE O
thanks =]


so many unknown numbers calling me calling my house.
i dont feel like picking up any calls.
all the numbers are foreign anyways.

been having sleepless nights though.
maybe im going MAD.

i want to close my eyes
and let the world pass by.
can i?

10&counting -


i LOVE watching GONG. it brings me away from real life cos it's something that's never gonna happen.

this will be the heading of every blog post i make until Nov 25. lalala~ please support LUCIFY's first concert @ DOUBLE O! =))

i was sleeping halfway when i woke up and realized;
i forgot to blog! which was what i came online for. =.=
LOLS. so here i am. cos if i push it off to tml this entry might never come. weeeeets =)
right. this few days went to meet AHGONGG in yishun. hmmms. did some craps. hahaha =xxx he brought me to play swings! >"< omg i LOVE swings sia! but sengKANG de playgrounds all no more swings le lor, SIAN! i think they ate it all up or something. hahahaha = =" lOls. some pictures i took over the weekend at yishun. =))

lalala~ PURPLE lollipop! i brought lollipops for him, his sister and ME! lOls! his sister LOVES the lollipop siia. so did i! lalala~ xP

while waiting for him @ the bus-stop =) is my handphone mp3 de control =) it's SOOO shiny! it reflected the tree in the middle of the road. lOls =)

his bike xP it's missing one wheel at the back cos his friend "borrowed" it = =" lOls =xx the colour of his bike is so bright can = ="

my FAVOURITE drink! it's GLOWING~~~ lOls =xx i cant live without it just like i cant live without my AHGONGG xPP love them both LOADS&LOADS! =))

weeets =)) new necklace i bought from 77th street xD been eye-ing this for SOO long can! xPP den FINALLY bought it le! weeeets xP den beside is an amulet AHGONGG gave de = =" also dunno he gimme for what = =" he gimme alot of stuffs siia. hahahas. ohwells. he give den i take lOrhs. lOls! xPP

my korean name is twae-ji. lOls = ="
its korean for PIGG. =)) laalaa~ Serene(ori-yang)&j0eyy(Kom) checked it for me. lOls! MIDNIGHTSAFARI; lalala~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR VICS MAH =)) you're 18! =))
3 more years to go till the LEGAL age - 21!
den u're gonna be botak =xxxxx
lOls! HAPPYBIRTHDAY! xDD
(as if he will read it liddat. lOls!)

im heading back to sleep~~ nites!
ehhs. nonono. is GOOD morning =))

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didnt make it to the 6th gathering last sat. LOLS. Chuchin, j0ey, Serene and me all didnt make it there HAHS = =" $16 bucks in total siia and we didnt go. LOLS. abit siann cos it was to celebrate Vics and Misaki's birthday. But scared that 6th gathering will be like 5th one; get one photo also take like 500 years. LOLS. - -" shall wait for upcoming events bahs =]]
nxt; PHOTOS =))
weeets! random photos of what i did last few days. LOLS. quite wu liao but better thn no updates bahs xP

AHGONGG and i played UNOstacko. LOLS. lame game but FUN. xP see hw tall we stacked the thing up to be; so many holes in the middle = ="

our hands =)
weeeets we both have the same BLACK nails =)) painted by ME! HAHS xDD

LIFTbuttons xP in the LIFT when we decided to get out of the house to take a walk

theGREENman;

theREDman xDD

in the end rivervale mall had nothing so we headed to rivervaleplaza
@ the playground near plaza

trying to cut the light = ="

so we headed to rivervaleplaza and we got this ((x

and we started blowing BUBBLES xDD LOLS. RESULTS were ..

from this =)) [AHGONGG's foot behind xP]

to this = =""" [i dunno why it turned out liddat also = ="]

AHGONGG ((x

letterbox =) i boxed up my unit numbers. HAHS =xxx
this is the most number of pictures i posted on my blog ever. LOLS. = ="