That when you are young, the courage you seemed to have overpowers the courage as you have now?
A kid is never scared to try what they want, not caring if they've experienced it not, even if frightened.
As you age, you become more estranged from the kid you once were, and though you gain more knowledge of life than you ever had,
you get scared more easily than you would have as a kid, regardless of whether it's a new experience, whether it's love, death, sickness, life.. etc
How I wish everyone could have the courage they have as a young child. To be a kid, not caring about anything, just bravely walking onwards.