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Friday, December 16, 2011

December

Seeing these situations, never thought there was one day I'd experience the same. Dad's in the hospital as I am typing this.
I don't even know if I should be blogging for the world to see, but I am tired of keeping everything inside.
Yesterday, I cried so hard that my eyes swelled & my double eyelids disappeared. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif
It just felt like everything inside had finally taken its' toil on me, I was so tired of wearing a mask for the world to see.
Pretending to smile when I am crying, pretending to be happy when I am sad.
I guess it really does feel better to let the tears flow, even if my eyelids disappeared for awhile. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif

Daddy just underwent an operation today, and when I saw him just now he was still nauseous from the anesthetic. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/18.gif
Not a good feeling watching your own kin retching his contents out, and he's barely had anything to eat today as he had to have an empty stomach for the anesthetic. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/18.gif
Anyhow.. Still have to wait for Doctor's instructions tomorrow. DADDY, FIGHTING!!

Since I decided to update this space more: Here are pictures from my Kuala Lumpur trip in November (I know, I know. Pictures from my Hong Kong/Batam/Bintan/Sunway Lagoon Trip are not even up yet) http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/583061gok2ctthn5.gif http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/583061gok2ctthn5.gif http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/583061gok2ctthn5.gif


Relative's house there. No lift, it was the stairs for us everyday. It reminded me of old-styled HDB flats in Singapore.




Almost everytime I take a picture with Mummy her eyes are closed/she's not smiling. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif


Moment we stepped into Genting it started getting reaaaally misty, and rained. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif




Gorgeous view from this temple on the way down from Genting. Clean, crisp mountain air.




Mom always does these weird poses. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif




The last day we had dinner at this street hawker place. Happiest day for me: since we were headed home.
To be honest, I've went to Malaysia so many times this year it's not very exciting for me anymore. This trip was my third time; and relatives always bring us to the same places. http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/b1e6833fa4cbd8daf56269c684585828.gif


Will do a backlog travel next time! Now.. I need to sleep. Tomorrow's hospital time again.
I love you daddy, get well soon http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/150faa4c05906c05a2c1eae6ab8ef42d.gifhttp://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u278/imlovedd/smileys/150faa4c05906c05a2c1eae6ab8ef42d.gif