"Loveless"

"Loveless. Everyone loves someone and everyone has loved someone who didn’t love them back.
Then there are people who are just afraid to love and afraid to be loved.
It does not matter who you are everyone gets there heart broken at least once its how you recover from it that matters!
A life without love is not a life at all…
This is part of a new series I am working on more coming soon…
Someone said to me today “I think the whole world is loveless”
I disagree love is everywhere but you cant look for it it has to find you!"

~ Image & text are from Loveless by Tyler Shields

What I truly believe in, this man has said it well. And, he takes great photography. If you've got a couple of moments to spare, go to his site and you won't be disappointed. I know I wasn't.

P/S: Would this be an apt moment to say my camera has died on me :( :(
It's sad to say at the point where I found the most beautiful moments to capture, my camera died.
All it says is "Lens Error, Restart Camera". I'm still pondering over to repair it or not, since repair costs already cost more than 1/3 of the price the camera was bought at :(
However I have decided on something, but it can only be fufilled with next month's pay. I'm glad I finally can buy something I've been dreaming about with my own means, not by my family's means.
I'm sure the day I buy it will be a very satisfying day for myself. Cheer me on, will you?

Strange.

It's a weird feeling.

Sometimes when I feel like I'm getting the hang of things, something else always manages to happen and I feel like I am crashing into the 'imma-noobz' stage again.
Or sometimes when I feel like 'Im-still-sucha-noobz-at-this' something else happens and I feel like I'm finally getting the hang of things.

Or.

Sometimes I think they don't like me. But then they do really nice things like buying dessert for me incase I'm hungry (Since I only take lunch every-other-day. Other days I'm either too busy/being buried in chest-deep amount of work or don't feel like eating.)
Or when I think they finally like me and are finally accepting me, they seem really cold.

I don't know if I'm thinking too much or the people have schizophrenia wtf.
I'm taking things every week at a time. Every Monday, when I get on the bus to work, it's a 'SIGH!' feeling, with tonns of :( :( peppered in, and every Friday, it's a 'WOOHOO!' feeling, with little :) :) :) inbetween.

Is my overactive mind making a mess of me again?

Rainy Saturday

I am looking at the rain as it pours outside my window and I remember this nursery rhyme. I wonder where I heard it from? (Since my parents are chinese-educated and they wouldn't have known any rhymes except for maybe 'Twinkle twinkle little star'.)

"It's raining it's pouring
The old man is snoring
He went to bed and bumped his head
And couldn't get up in the morning"

I guess it can be seen as a morbid rhyme or otherwise. Since it says he bumped his head and he couldn't get up. Does it mean he died? Hmmm.

Just another errant, random thought of mine on a Saturday. I wasted my morning sleeping, but it felt dammmmn great to wake up late :)

Gee!

That song from SNSD keeps running inside my head.
Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby.
Gee gee gee gee baby, baby baby.

Ah, I've been so tired this week. Cramming so much things into my head. It may accidentally spill with even a gentle knock. And being in a sardine-packed bus everyday, that's no fun.

(Though probably that's the happiest time of my day: Going home!)

It's Saturday tomorrow, I hope my body clock doesn't wake me up at 7.20+am again.
It's pretty irritating, when you KNOW your alarm's at 7.40am and it automatically wakes you up at 7.21am and you can't fall back asleep after that, probably knowing that once you fall into slumber that alarm's bound to ring soon again.

Everyday I go to work it's like the clock right in front of my desk is mocking me, saying:
"HAHAH I'm gonna make time go slower for you today, just because I can!"

But at least I have a fun colleague with is obsessed with MMORPGs and bosses who are nice to me. One of which who offered me chocolates today. ("Have some chocolates, Liping! No come on, don't be shy, take them!" Sounds like one of my Primary School teachers who always liked teasing me :) I had a maaaajor crush on him back then, LOL!)

I miss hanging out with Joel & Hui & Gregory & Leemin & Weichong. Joel only says it's because I've barely started this routine so it feels like a long time, but it seemed otherwise. Hmm. Who knows if he's right, right?

Enough ranting. Survivor's gonna be on soon! I hope Russell Hantz wins. That guy can win an Oscar with his acting skills. (You'll expect me to be less random, wouldn't you? Apparently not. HAHAHA.)

Are you in the know?

I am just done with watching Coraline. I've always loved stop-motion films, so this one was no exception.
It was hard to believe everything was handmade though, since it seemed like every intricate detail was taken care of. I wonder how much time they actually spent on it though?

If you watched the movie like I did, take some time and explore the Coraline website. It'll make you feel like a little kid all over again, with the different games/trailers/pictures it has. (Clue: Not only the inside is explorable!)
They even created a blog for one of the characters in the movie - Mr. Bobinsky (Also known as Mr. B. And yes, he really blogs. Or in this case: blogged.)

For those in the know: Jerkwad
(No, I'm not one of the first 1000 people. :( :( :( But I do want those Nike dunks like she won 'em!)

Snickers

I learnt a new word today by eating a SNICKERS bar.
(Fine. Technically it's not me, boyfriend ate it. I prefer MARS over SNICKERS anyday. It's his hands too, anyway.)

It's 10 days till Boyfriend's birthday and I have zero ideas what to get for him.

I met an Alien

Did you go? Cos I did. Flash me his dimples and I'll do anything, this man.


3 words: 黃鴻升. 1 description: Mad cute/nice/awesome.


We both thought his hair looked like a mushroom that day. Round.. But cute.

Thanks to Yiru who went with me! So. Much. Fun. With you! ♥
I think we are now deeply poisoned by the one who is Alien Huang 黃鴻升. Can't seem to forget the dimples..

Mr. Rock

萧敬腾 洛克先生 Mr. Rock 世界巡迴演唱會 第二站 - 新加坡演唱会
Jam Hsiao Jing Teng Mr. Rock World Tour - 2nd Stop: Singapore
13 March, 8pm @ Singapore Indoor Stadium
S$148, S$128, S$98, S$68 (Get tickets @ Sistic now!)

Wow. Clearest pictures I ever got. And to think I was on the 2nd floor. Jam's hair was kinda messy, so said my cousin, my aunt and me. (Yup, my AUNT. I think her expression after she got off the stage was . Mine was and Shimin ) How I got on the stage when I didn't have tickets? My aunt had 3, and me and Shimin lapped it up. I was lucky, I must say. I only went there with the hope of watching him and I got my wish to go up to stage

Now who wants to fufill my wish of going to the concert? ... Anyone?


P/S: Jam is wearing the (limited) windbreaker from his Mr. Rock concert merchandise 洛克先生 周边商品.
P/S: Why does it sound like I'm doing an advertorial for Jam Hsiao's Mr. Rock concert? Ah, whatever.

To-do list

Getting through my to-do list with the help of 2 MARs bars

Quarante Teo

I wish you could just hold me and let me hide in your arms
and we can pretend the whole world doesn't exist.

To those who said we wouldn't make it past his NS or even 1 year... Look at us, and look at you :)
This is 42 months, and counting. Woohoo!

[Edit] (I sometimes wonder how Darling can stand my nonsensical and random questions, I can't even fathom why I ask them sometimes.
"Hmm Dear, why do you think they made Elmo red and not white or black?" (Lolol)
I still remember the first few times I was talking to Chuchin online and I asked her, "How do you translate your name into Chinese, then?" I know, so random right hahaha!
Ok, shall end my very random and nonsensical rant now. :) [/End Edit]