I've just met a retarded guy on MSN who's 28&half naked on his display picture.
It's irritating me out more when he still hasn't got a clue that I'm attached.
Which part of my friendster profile states I'm single, hmm.

Went to see fireworks last Saturday with piggysweetieeee, darling, &Ken!
Waited for 3 HOURS&got starved&bitten by mosquitoes there =/
There were so many inconsiderate people who just chunked down their belongings&
sat right infront of us!
BAH! Typical Singaporeans!
Oh, &darling&I was kind enough to let this aged Auntie sit beside us
(Darling was the one sitting beside her :X)
&I don't know why but she has so much interest in whatever darling&I were doing!
It's like, er hello auntie, I'm talking&laughing to my darling,
why are you laughing too?


Inconsiderate Singaporeans! =/


Art exhibits we saw on the way to Esplanade!
Sweet&pretty things (:


Ken's (extra) leg, piggysweetie's, mine&darling's!


:XX


&&nicee fireworks! (Although they don't seem to be nice in my pictures =/)


I remember I used to eat this when I was little!
I saw it at a vending machine&rashly bought 3 boxes home :X
Aww, they brought back memories! (:
Just like today, I saw Yen Guang when I was heading home today,
&I was like, Hey I used to study together with that chap!
Haha, memories (:


Lol I know I'm about to get killed for not blogging&MIA-ing,
but I'm really lazy&hence most pictures are not photoshop-ed :X
I'll blog again by this weekend, I think! :XX
Going to watch 881 tomorrow with Mummy&darling! ^^


If you're thinking why I look retarded,
I went for a haircut last week&it was cut too short. =/


Less than 4 weeks before we say goodbye..

A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must
have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image
of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes
over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth
it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under
the awning and just inside the door of the Target.

We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature
messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall.
I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away
the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing
so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve
from the worries of my day.

The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were
all caught in "Mom let's run through the rain," she said.

"What?" Mom asked.

"Lets run through the rain!" She repeated.

"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied.

This young child waited about another minute and repeated:
"Mom, let's run through the rain,"

"We'll get soaked if we do," Mom said.

"No, we won't, Mom. That's not what you said this morning,"
the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom's arm.

This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and
not get wet?

"Don't you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about
his cancer, you said, 'If God can get us through this, he can get us
through anything!"

The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn't hear
anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left
in the next few minutes.

Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say.
Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly.
Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of
affirmation in a young child's life. A time when innocent trust can be
nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.

"Honey, you are absolutely right. Let's run through the rain.
If GOD let's us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing,"
Mom said.

Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as
they darted past the cars and yes, through the puddles. They held
their shopping bags over their heads just in case. They got soaked.
But they were followed by a few who screamed and laughed like
children all the way to their cars.

And yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.

Circumstances or people can take away your material possessions,
they can take away your money, and they can take away your
health. But no one can ever take away your precious memories...
So, don't forget to make time and take the opportunities to make
memories everyday. To everything there is a season and a time to
every purpose under heaven.

I HOPE YOU STILL TAKE THE TIME TO RUN THROUGH THE RAIN.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to
forget them. Send this to the people you'll never forget and
remember to also send it to the person who sent it to you.
It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.

If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry.

Take the time to live!!!

Keep in touch with your friends, you never know when you'll need
each other -- and don't forget to run in the rain!

Toast of War

This game's just too cute to resist! :X

This website is worth
What is your website worth?

Random picture from here!
Lol, so funny ehs!

The Hungry Ghost Festival just started this week! =/
Anyone has any "encounters" yet?
The only encounter I had on the day it started was
my internet AND game going bonkers on me :(
Now I can't even login into the game&darling's bored stiff at my house!
Couldn't even download new ones either, because of the unstable internet connections! Zzz! :(

I've decided firmly to be a better girlfriend!.
That's my (belated) birthday resolution until next year!
I promise myself, I'll be better towards darling&towards myself,
so as not to have any regrets in the future (:
(&&of course, to my friends' who've been so good to me ^^)


(This is damn random, but anyway!)
It's dedicated to my dearest piggysweetie! (:
We've known each other for 4 - 5 years now! (:
You never fail to bring me smiles when I'm down,
you're the one that's by my side whenever I need someone,
&I love you for that (:
I do dream about us growing up&having kids,
my kid calling you 'Godma'&vice versa, like sincerely!
(Although Mr. Right's face is still a blank to us :X)
Welllll, anyway I just wanted to say, "I love you sweetie!" (:
You'll always be my BFF :D


I gave darling 7 kisses yesterday&he said he locked the kisses up.
I asked him where he was going to keep them locked up =/
He points to his heart.
&I asked him, "How long are you gonna keep them locked?"
He told me for a long long time.
"How long is a long long time?"
"A long long long long time, until the time we die."
My heart really skipped a beat when I heard that, it's like,
awwws! It's a feeling I can't put into words luhs
I swear I'm loving him more everytime!



Click for actual size please!
Random wallpaper by yours truly
Brushes from here, as always.

Okay, getting waaaaay too early.
Need to head to bed now!
Tags to be replied next time, hahahaha

Pictures (:
&random ones at that!


Meetup at Punggol MRT the other day
&I almost got myself lost. (Yes, in a MRT station T.T)


I fell in love with this.
Pity the straw was too thin&I had difficulty drinking it. Lol.


Day out with Darling at Dhoby!
(Saw Xiaomark, btw)








I wanna change my hairstyle!
Any opinions?
Darling says the last hairstyle worked better T^T


Or maybe I should just chop my hair off.


&yes, I'll hold your hands to the end.

I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself.
I would be in there forever and I just had so much to do.
Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas.

But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy
department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices
of all these toys.

And wondered if my grandkids would even play with them. I found
myself in the doll aisle.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy, about 5, holding a
lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I
could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little
boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman, and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money?"

She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough
money for it."

The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere, that she had to
go get some other things and would be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll.

After a bit I asked the boy who the was for. He said, "It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it."

I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it. He said, "No,
Santa can't go where my sister is...I have to give the doll to my Mamma
to take to her."

I asked him where his sister was. He looked at me with the saddest
eyes and said, "She has gone to be with Jesus. My Daddy says that
Mama is going to have to go be with her." My heart nearly stopped beating.

Then the boy looked at me again and said, "I told my Daddy to tell
Mama not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store".

Then he asked me whether I would like to see his picture. I told
him I would love to. He pulled out some pictures he had taken
at the front of the store.

He said "I want my Mamma to take this with her so she don't ever
forget me."

"I love my Mama so very much and I wish she did not have to
leave me".

But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister."

I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so
very quiet.

While he was not looking, I reached into my purse and pulled out a
handful of bills. I asked the little boy, "Shall we count that money one more time?"

He grew excited and said "Yes, I just know it has to be enough".

So I slipped my money in with his, and we began to count it. Of
course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, "Thank you, Jesus,
for giving me enough money."

Then the boy said "I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to
buy this doll, so Mama can take it with her, to give to my sister. And
He heard my prayer." I wanted to ask Him for enough to buy my Mama a white rose, but I didn't ask Him, but He gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Mama. She loves white roses so very, very much".

In a few minutes the aunt came back, and I wheeled my cart away. I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my
shopping in a totally different spirit than when I had started.
And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the newspaper
several days earlier, about a drunk driver hitting a car and killing a little
girl and leaving the Mother in serious condition.

The family was deciding on whether to remove the life support. Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.

Two days later, I read in the paper where the family had disconnected
the life support and the young woman had died.

I could not forget the little boy, and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected.

Later that day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought
some white roses and took them to the funeral home, where the young
woman was. And there she was, holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store.

I left there in tears, my life changed forever.

The love that little boy had for his little sister and his mother was overwhelming. And in a split second, a drunk driver had ripped the life of that little boy to pieces.

The best and most beautiful thing in world, cannot be seen or even
touched, but must be felt by the Heart!

The Impossible Quiz
I gave up at the 3rd/4th question -.-"



Was heading home after a meetup someday at Sengkang LRT.
While waiting,there was this clicking sound&so I kept looking around
&&I found this old ah-pek standing right beside me clipping his nails
(Which fell into my paperbag on the floor, btw -.-")
That was so unhygenic can ! =.="
When I went home&took out my clothes ,
I swear there were little nail bits all over =.="
D i s g u s t i n g luhs ! >=(



I wish Tv shows would stop depicting men as if they're oh-so-perfect. (Like, as if they exist.)
I wish I wouldn't have to fake that smile on my face every single time when I'm cringing inside.
I wish everyone would stop thinking of me as someone who has no troubles.
I wish my tears wouldn't fall so easily everytime I countdown a day to Sept 14.
I wish I was so much stronger, so much more independent so I wouldn't rely on him for everything.
I wish he would just stay.
Sigh.

On a random note ,I got spamm-ed today by this in my email.

ATTN:
We wish to congratulate you over your email success in our computer
balloting sweepstake held on 9th August 2007.
This is a millennium scientific computer game in which email addresses
were used. It is a promotional program aimed at encouraging internet
users,therefore you do not need to buy ticket to enter for it. You
have been approved for the star prize of (1,000,000.00) (One Million,
EUROS)
Names, Contact Telephone Numbers (Home, Office and Mobile Number and
also Fax Number)and also with your winning informations via email.

Contact details of our Paying Bank:
Contact person:  Mr. Richard Glass.
Department of Private Banking,
Deutsche Bank, Amsterdam, the Netherlands.
E-mail: servicecustomer@excite.com
Tel: +31-647-494-395
Fax: +31-84-752-0508
Congratulations.

Yours truly, Felicia Lanza
Promotion Manager.
**********************************************

Tagged. So.. Whatever.

Instruction : Each player of this game starts off with five things they like about their bodies. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own the five things they love about their bodies as well. Start every line with "I love...because...". I assure you, you might just surprise yourself by how difficult it is to come up with this list. At the end you must choose as many people as you'd like to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1) I love my eyes cos I think they're shaped nicely.
2) I love my fingers cos I can do nice manicures with them.
3) I love my hands cos I can give Darling massages whenever he has shoulder aches.
4) I love my mouth cos I can talk ALOT of crap with them.
5) I love my tongue cos without it, there'll be no meaning to cookies&cream.

tag: chuchin, xlamb, april, hui &everyone else who's reading.

P/S: On 2nd thoughts, I dislike my eyes because wearing glasses makes them look smaller. Whatever.
Pictures next post, not feeling right today.

I am DAMN pissed off with a buyer whose name is Kendra.
Not only because she has an attitude problem ,
SHE MADE ME GO A WASTED TRIP !
She had a "sudden briefing"&she didn't even bother to tell me about it
&I was waiting there like a fool ! Urgh !
I HATE HATE HATE this kinda buyers !

She made me late for my other meetup too -.-"
Thank goodness this pretty girl didn't mind&& !
She always gives me surprises when I'm buying from her !
This time ,she gave me a tube dress (worth $15 on her blog)
when I bought a pair of $15 skinnies from her blog .
Such a nice girl rights ?
I've always knew pretty girls have pretty hearts (:

Anywaaaays.
I decided the navigational blogskin was kinda irritating
hence I changed it again to a half-navigational one .
LoL :X

Sigh ,originally wanted to go to NDP
with piggysweetie ,Ken (Her boyfriend) ,Chong&Greg !
But Chong&Greg had no interest (apparently ,cos they took 2DAYS to reply me)
Ken was working&only piggysweetie said okay! (Only cos she didn't want me to be alone ,awws)
Awws now it's only me&Darling !
So no fun luhs ! :(
Don't get me wrong ,it's just that on a festive (kinda) day ,
isn't it meant to be the livelier the better ? :(

I finally got my long-awaited bikini from my VIP Online spree but!
The straps behind are too loose/big &I'm still pondering whether to wear it or not =/
Awws ,I had such a tough time waiting for it
&&the weather nowadays are just so nice for the beach ! :(
But if I wear it I might suffer the possibility of zao-gang -.-"
SIGHS ! -.-"

I'm kinda hyper cos I posted a secret on Sgsecrets
&people gave me answers that consoled me !.
Alot. (:


"Happiness can be shared easily but not sadness..
If one is willing to share ur sadness with you,
that person should be the one to spend your life with.. "

Tagreplies(:
♥ Huihui
- Lol thanks darling ! I myself like it alllllot also :X
(Lol ,like I so bhb -.-")
♥ Chuchin
- Wooo ! So it's not obvious seh ! Wahahah :D
The bar ar ,do until Zzz liao lar ,IE see liao can ,thn FF cannot ,or vice versa !
Dammmn ma fan =/ Lol I found another one addicted to Ikea hotdogs. LOLOL :D
♥ Boonyun
- Lol ! Tagggged ya :D

Having the habit to ogle at pretty girls does not mean I'm les .
It just means I'm apreciating nice things ! :D
So stop the crap about I'm les ,I have a decent bf whom I love so very much (:
(Random rants about random people who spoke random things)

Watched Simpsons' online yesterday with Darling !
If you're not a taker for lame things ,it's not for you (:
&&now we can't stop singing: "Spiderpig ,Spiderpig .."
LOL !

Riiiiight .
I would very much like to update a decent post ,
but my nose is stuffed up&I'm sleepy already :X (When am I not sleepy anyway ,lol)
So .. Here are a few pictures of me camwhoring &&a niceee story ! :D



4 9 0 6. ♥
Is it just me ,or are you not even caring about leaving me alone when you head off to army life ?
I'm so perturbed by this fact ,&all that accompanies me through are my own tears .
Are you running away or do you just simply not care ?
I so need you today .. :(

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?
There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.....

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure below):



Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)...., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT....., because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!

Please try this out !.
ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY?