i hate those ppl who keep nudging me on msn when my status's AWAY .
is it very fun ?! Nudging lagggggs my comp !
cant you see im AWAY ? its there for a reason ,duhsss
$#^%$#^%$&$$@#$@

badmood badmood .
my grandma's in a even worse mood .
i dunno what to do about her :(

im gna visit her on thurs with flowers !
buy her something before going .
with my darling .
i hope she will be happier&i hope she wont stop thinking about dying !
makes me FUCKING sad .
she dotes on me damn loads when i was young ,even up till now
&i love her alot ! <3

i hope i can find her hse on thurs .
&i love alllllll my friends lar . <33
thanks for replyin in such a short time when i was sadddd (:
this is for Hui ,Joel ,&piggydarling ((:
&&thanks darling for agreeing to pei me to visit my grandma (:
i love you guys LOTS ! <333

rahhhhs !.
heading off ler ,
gamin with darling . =x

im in a fangirl-ing state .
mom bought a dvd player weeks ago&i went to watch some dvds &here i am ,
fangirl-ing .
LOL .

i miss Renfu so damn much !
in love with ..his hair&eyes <33
his eyes ,omg can dian ren de !
hurhurs ,fangirl-ing again =x


cant imagine he's alrdy a daddy now ,
hurhurs (:




i love this picture !
took it the other day at Yishun with darling ,
so emo-ish lor .
LOLOL !! =x


off to gaming with darling ^^
post again when i hav picsssss ! =DD

p/s: MS APRIL WANG ,
the pic you requested is done !
kindly msn me when you're online to get it .
LOL . =x

Josh's right .whatever's meant to happen will eventually happen ..
i should be happy&enjoy myself at all costs ..
right ?

warning: picture-heavy post .
LOL .
okay lar ,nt really that picture heavy .but anyway ;

summary of what i rmb i did last week (:

Saturday ,12 may 2007
got my 2nd pair of shades ! wahahs =x
waited 1hour for them&headed home to rot .
Joel called to go to Ikea ,&we went with Hui (:
some MAJOR madness ,haha !
looked around at Ikea after which we headed to Giant to buy LOADS of things ,
thn cabbed home ^^


i still cant believe THREE teenagers can buy this much .
even my mom doesnt buy this much seh .LMAO .

Friends are for LIFE ((:
my beloved joel&hui ! ^^
i love them&they love me ^^

shades !
i like this black/white coloured effect .LOL ^^

Sunday ,13 may 2007
rushed to Hui's hse in the afternoon cos of some matters ,
after which Joel&Sabina came also (:
crapped&laughed&crapped like MAD .
MAJOR fun !
love hanging out with my dearssss ,cos we always have so much fun !
we were like a bunch of crazy ppl without control =x
headed home at 10/11pm plus ,gamed with darling till internet went bonkers .


i told you it was crazyness .LOL !

Monday ,14 may 2007
met darling at 4+pm&was so suprised he had a haircut !
looked much neater&younger ,LOL =x
we brunch-ed at Marina Square&walked around at Suntec ,
i beat darling at Daytona ! wahahs ! =x
we shopped around till 10+/11&i headed to darling's hse to stay over ^^
spent a WHOLEBUNCH of money on capsule machines ,LOLOL !


@ Marina Square (:

Fountain/Laser thingy at Suntec .
lol i dunno the actual name luhs . =x

saw this ultra FAT koi at Koi Garden there .
we also saw a almost dying fish ,too disgusting to take pic =x

our brunch !
the main object is the one in color ,our japanese meal (:
SUPERNICE !
but i couldnt finish ,let darling eat till he bao dao ~~~
LOL !

capsules ! so cute&so many ,hahah =x
&&also so expensive -.-"

one of the capsules !
is a PiGGY torch !~
kawaii =DD

Today/Ytd ,17 may 2007
arrived home at around 1+ cos i had to meet a fellow blogshopper for a swap -.-"
met her at Outram Park ,thn went home .
so boring lor ,LOL .
&the item i swapped really .. bu zhi de lar -.-
slacked&blogshop-ed ,&tadaa !blogging !(:
other random pictures (:

somebody went to pull out the 13th floor button in the lift ,LOL .

taken while walking home (:
addicted to this effect recently ,LOL !

another pic taken while walking home (:
told you i was in love with this effect !
took me sometime to do lei ! =x

Xueting !
my darling's little sister (:
same zodiac as me lei ,hahah ^^


&im in love with you ,
just like you're in love with me (:
10mnths11days darling ((:

i cant stop thinking about the non-existing future ..how would you calm my fears if i told you about it ?i feel so so depressed&emo whenever the thought pops up ..because i just cant bear to lose you ..whats gna happen after the army days ?can you stay ,take it as a plea ,please ?

i made some money this week&im very happy ^^

but i spent some money on shades ,again .
lol .
wonder why i have such an obsession with oversized shadesss !
heading to Yishun tmr to get my shades ,
as well as earn more $ !

if i count everything up ,i think i earned close to a hundred bucks .LOL .
but deducting away what i've spent ..
hahahahah .
mustsave&muststopmyselffromsplurging !

i forgot what i wanted to blog about so this is a random post .
hahahaha ^^


shadessssss ! <3
i wna head to the beach with my shades but nowadays it has been raining .
lol .

okays .am hungry .
heading to eat&slp .
ima member of the PiGPiGJiAZHU indeed .
hahaha ^^

went to Vivo on monday with darling to watch Spiderman 3 !
(shu bian to celebrate our 10months ,hurhur)
a much anitcipated movie for both of us (:
i must say ,its really a niceeee&touching show luhs !
almost cried in the end ,but told myself i mustnt cry in public ,hurhurs
the end ,good overcomes all evil ,as always ,haha (:
Kirsten Dunst is soo pretty&Tobey Maguire .. has his cute times
but would say the black Spidey looks much cooler thn Peter Parker ,hurhurs =x




prettypretty MJ ! (:

after that we went to slack at the 3rd floor ,
wanted to head to Daiso but too crowded&darling hates crowds ,
so we slacked around the 3rd floor ,both talking craps ,hurhurs =x




after that i went to darling's house to stay for afew days&tadaa !
im home to blog (:


zi-lian(s) again ,hurhurs ^^

forgot to mention !
i bought something from here tdy ,
omg ,waited for the girl for like 1hour !
wait till my leg peng !
suan ler ,count myself as suay ! =.="


10months but i promise you ,
we'll be just like a fairytale ,
living happily ever after (:

yes bitch ,no matter what it is or how it used to be ,i still hate you . (:

omg ,dunno whats wrong with firefox nowadayss =.="
firefox cant show blogger post thingy correctly ,cant reply to emails in the new hotmail either ,zz !
but internet explorer laggggs my comp ,dunno what to do =.="
so many =.=" ,lol .



got my shades via mail ytd !
only $5 ,sucha steeeeaaaal luhs !
(lol , so auntie-ish =.=")



i finally see business picking up after being so stagnant for sooo long !~
hahahah !
moneymoney = shoppingshopping !
lazy to go out shopping nowadays cos been blog-shopping too often .hurhurs !


2 days to 10 monthssss !

baby ,can you stay with me till forever ?
hold me in your arms&say you'll stay ,please ?

to that childish idiotic freak who tagged using other people's name ,believe in KARMA . (:
whatever you do ,will get back to you der .
be careful huhs ! ((:

p/s: i know for Internet Explorer users ,there's one funny-looking scrollbar at the sides of the profile there ,will edit sometime laterssss (:

IP: 166.121.36.10
if you're so bored to do this kinda childish stuffs ,
find something BETTER to do thn to use OTHER PEOPLE'S name to tag on tagboards .
why ,you have no name ?awwws ,sad case for nameless you thn .

i will not delete your tag ,might as well let everyone see it .
since it's not me nor my dear who tagged .
she's not that childish , unlike you stupid dumbass . ((:

mom bought home Jay's last movie on VCD so am gna go watch it after blogging ,hurhurs .

no zi lian pictures lately cos i had a ugly haircut .
grey says i look like a barbie doll T.T
piggy says i should be happy cos dolls are usually cute or pretty .
but i am neither pretty nor cute .
=.="


went to woodlands last week to meet a seller .
omg ,she's really really pretty ! has BIG eyes ,prettypretty !
she's probably the kind whom will turn guys' heads der . *jealous
LOL . (:
nice person too (:


bought a new wallet ,exact same one as this ,only mine&piggy's silver-ed (:
we have twinny wallets ,LOL .

have been blogging recently ,bored .
hurhurs .i have no lifeeee =.="


5 days to 10 months !

feel sick ,falling sick .

drenched in cold sweat .
ugh .fucking hate the feeling . >=(

cant sleep cant eat cant whatever cos stomach too pain T.T
hate hate hate stomachaches .
zzz-ness .

#$@#$%$@$%@#$!@$#@%$@R$@#$%^%&**
(grumbles)

nvm ,at least got darling takecare of me .
i guess .
LOL .

pics as said (:


new FLAT phone .mine's like two times the size of hers .LOL

until now i havent eaten the sweet ,hurhurs .
it's supposed to be like a fortune sweet ,tells your luck der .
i cant bear to eat it lar ,haha =x

ate at Billy Bombers the other day while going out with piggydarling&gang .
Billy Bombers really cost a bomb ,lol .
actually okay lar ,nice food with BIG servings !

cheeeeesecake !
bought by piggydarling for ME !
see she dotes on me soo much ! <3

random pic/pigs (pun intended) .LOL .given by random dears&darlings !
biggest one given by piggydarling ,hurhurhur ! (x




i smile when you smile ,
i cry when you cry ,
i laugh when you laugh .
everything we've been through together .
darlingiloveyou<3

6 days to me&darling's 10months !